My sister and I have had anger issues since we were kids. Sometimes I get so angry I destroy whatever is in my hand or hit myself in the head. I never point my anger at anyone or any living thing. Sometimes I get so angry, grinding my teeth so hard I begin to gag. I'm worried I'll have a stroke.
This isn't God's righteous anger, there is nothing righteous about this. My therapist (a Christian woman) says I am having tantrums. I said these tantrums feel like they're going to kill me. I am so frustrated about a myriad of things, I know that And I try to give it to God sometimes. The language I use is awful. I take God's beautiful name vain and use the f-word. I don't want this. I don't.
This isn't God's righteous anger, there is nothing righteous about this. My therapist (a Christian woman) says I am having tantrums. I said these tantrums feel like they're going to kill me. I am so frustrated about a myriad of things, I know that And I try to give it to God sometimes. The language I use is awful. I take God's beautiful name vain and use the f-word. I don't want this. I don't.