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Hi! I am a college student and I got into a study abroad program that I prayed to God about. But it was conditional since my GPA did not meet the requirement. This semester a few events occurred that affected my academic performance and from the looks of things I may not be able to go.
The deadline to withdraw is approaching and I don't know what God is telling me. I would love to go but if I decide to go and I don't meet the GPA requirement then I would pay 800 dollars that I do not have.
I really want to go but I don't know what voice is God and what voice is my own. I hear God saying "trust me" but I think that maybe me because I have a habit of just making decisions without really consulting God and then regretting those decisions because they bring so much pain and heartache. On the other end in order to go I need a miracle with my grades, a lot of money, and to make sure I am mentally okay. I feel that if I don't go then it would really show how much faith I don't have in God. Would it? And I have taken opportunities before and God closed those doors and if God closes this door then I would be left with 800 dollars to pay. I am just trying to sift through my mind what God may be saying to me and if I am making a big mistake.
The deadline to withdraw is approaching and I don't know what God is telling me. I would love to go but if I decide to go and I don't meet the GPA requirement then I would pay 800 dollars that I do not have.
I really want to go but I don't know what voice is God and what voice is my own. I hear God saying "trust me" but I think that maybe me because I have a habit of just making decisions without really consulting God and then regretting those decisions because they bring so much pain and heartache. On the other end in order to go I need a miracle with my grades, a lot of money, and to make sure I am mentally okay. I feel that if I don't go then it would really show how much faith I don't have in God. Would it? And I have taken opportunities before and God closed those doors and if God closes this door then I would be left with 800 dollars to pay. I am just trying to sift through my mind what God may be saying to me and if I am making a big mistake.