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I was celibate for over a year. I got bored one night, made an online dating app account. Met a guy, he seemed quite interested in me. He would text me every night and morning and throughout the day. I went to meet up with him, and my STUPID IDIOT self ended up sleeping with the person on the first date! I ruined it! I don't even know the guy and we skipped past all the get to know each other stuff and now the relationship is based on what? I'm so mad at myself. Even for going on a dating app. What else should I expect from tinder anyways... I'm supposed to be going on a mission to Mexico so it's not like I can get in a serious relationship. It's just eating me alive though that I threw away my clean act for two wasted nights, and now I feel just so horrible and empty and depressed. I'm back to the overeating and purging cuz Idk how to cope. Please help me by praying for me to learn from this, to be happy on my own, and pray for me to resist temptation please I'm so broken right now I should have never done what I did.