I'm a single lady and ever since I was 12 or 13 (and I'm now 30) I've struggled with being attracted to males. Now I know every human being on the plant has this struggle to a degree of some sort. But for me it's just way out of hand. Everytime I meet a man at Church I'm instantly thinking within seconds "is he single? Is he attracted to me?" And it just continues on from there within seconds. It's always been that way for me and I hate it. Just once I would like to meet men and not think that stuff. I keep catching myself looking to see if they are wearing a wedding ring. I keep having to battle feeling sorry for myself every Valentines Day. It's been like this since I was 12 or 13 and I just don't want this battle anymore. I don't want to be attracted to anyone at all ever for the rest of my life. This battle does get worse but I will not go into detail as there is no need but yeah it gets very troublesome and out of hand very quickly. I'm afraid if this keeps up one day I'll get myself in a lot of trouble that I don't want. I have prayed for a relationship before but I believe the answer is no and that's fine I accept that and if that's the case then there's no logical reason for me to be attracted to men anymore. Please pray for me that GOD will take away all of my attraction for men and that I will never ever be attracted to men again and I will only see them as friends totally platonic.