I'm 14 too. I go to a mostly Christian school, but a lot of them still don't share my beliefs. I used to have a close church family, but when Corona hit church classes shut down. I don't see them anymore. Most of my close friends are good people, but they do bad stuff. That seems to be how it is these days. The only really good people are the ones who do bad things whereas the people who are always doing good things aren't usually the nicest. I'm just looking for some good friends who are good and do good.