If God Exists, Why am i so depressed?

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That pretty much sums it up. The human race these days makes me want to jump off the Sears Tower. Me me me me me; are there good people in the world left who listen, or just people who talk? About me me me me? People who don't see you or your pain. Narcissists. It really, really depresses me.

I am asking God to guide me and left with a big ol'lump of...nothing.
 
Depression isn't from God, it comes mainly either from own hurt or it is being demonic. Although the enemy does likes to reminding us of our hurt, and it is mostly attacks being given from the enemy when we start pity-ing ourselves, and becoming what we call depressed.

Perhaps what you are having is a form of grief instead of depression? I have heard that there is a difference when having grief from being depressed. Even Jesus grieved at times, over Jerusalem, etc... I can grieve sometimes, most because of the way people can be, or this world, etc.... Just a form of sadness over me. I think we can sometimes feel the same way as God does, looking at all the miseries in this world, looking at people hurting, being poor, feezing, unfairity happening, etc.... I beleive that when we grow closer to God, we also grow closer to His heart, and we can sense and understand more how He must be feeling about all the bad and evil happening in this world.

Also; I think there are a lot of people afraid of sharing to others willing to listening to them. I'd love being there for people, being one that can listen, try to understanding them, try to encourage and comfort through the Lord, but to me it seems like many are more afraid themselves to talk out about it, or they don't want to beleive that anyone wishes to being there for them in the long run, nor that any will understand, nor want to giving them the right comfort and support that they'd need so much. And if many chooses to lock the way they are feeling inside, not wanting to talk out; How can we that wishes to being there for them listen and help? We can't force it out from them. Same as with God and people; They have to choose Him to being their Saviour, He can't force them to doing so.

Know that you are not alone, and that people caring about you do exist out there. Same as with God caring for you, and loving you too. God's Blessings!
 
"How long, LORD, must I call for help,
but you do not listen?
Or cry out to you, “Violence!”
but you do not save?
Why do you make me look at injustice?
Why do you tolerate wrongdoing?
Destruction and violence are before me;
there is strife, and conflict abounds.
Therefore the law is paralyzed,
and justice never prevails.
The wicked hem in the righteous,
so that justice is perverted."


Read Habakkuk for some answers to your questions.

Keep the faith. Trust that God is on this and IN this.
 
Thank you - I don't deserve all the kindness on this board, and struggle with so much guilt shame and fear - but everyone said something that TOUCHED MY HEART.
 
As Christians we are supposed to help, strenghten, build up, comfort as well as encouraging one another in God. This is a part of our mission, and it is honouring and pleasing to God whenever we decide to doing all of this with a wholesome heart in Him. Acts done with a wholesome heart, it is greatly rewarded by God when we choose doing such things...

*Warm Hug for priestessblue*
 
You do deserve the posts and prayers. Remember, you are a child of God. I, also, struggle with those who never listen, except listen to themselves talk. I am a quiet, thoughtful person and I do not expect everything for myself. It is hard to combat the attitude of self serving people. Sometimes I just have to shut off the news and shut out the attitudes of self serving people and try to do the right thing even though everything else seems out of focus with the plan God had for the world. Do not give up. I have seen too many coincidences (God at work) in my lifetime--sometimes in small but meaningful ways.
Prayers are with you.
 
A good cure for depression is a little oil in your lamp. :)

Sisters, I think in these times we must seek, knock and abide all the more. If you trust and rest in the Lord peace will come.

Ephesians 1
Spiritual Blessings
3All praise to God, the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realms because we are united with Christ. 4Even before he made the world, God loved us and chose us in Christ to be holy and without fault in his eyes. 5God decided in advance to adopt us into his own family by bringing us to himself through Jesus Christ. This is what he wanted to do, and it gave him great pleasure. 6So we praise God for the glorious grace he has poured out on us who belong to his dear Son.b 7He is so rich in kindness and grace that he purchased our freedom with the blood of his Son and forgave our sins. 8He has showered his kindness on us, along with all wisdom and understanding.
9God has now revealed to us his mysterious plan regarding Christ, a plan to fulfill his own good pleasure. 10And this is the plan: At the right time he will bring everything together under the authority of Christ—everything in heaven and on earth. 11Furthermore, because we are united with Christ, we have received an inheritance from God, for he chose us in advance, and he makes everything work out according to his plan.
12God’s purpose was that we Jews who were the first to trust in Christ would bring praise and glory to God. 13And now you Gentiles have also heard the truth, the Good News that God saves you. And when you believed in Christ, he identified you as his own by giving you the Holy Spirit, whom he promised long ago. 14The Spirit is God’s guarantee that he will give us the inheritance he promised and that he has purchased us to be his own people. He did this so we would praise and glorify him.

Phil 4
Rejoice in the Lord Always
4Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice.
5Let your fairness be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand.
6Be anxious for nothing; but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.
7And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Think on these Things
8Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
9Those things, which you have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you.


PRAISE GOD AND THANK HIM FOR HIS PROVISION!!!
 
I will pray that God will give knowledge, depth and insight. And that you may be so filled with the spirit of joy. In Jesus name Amen
 
You are in my daily prarers in Jesus for all the care and streangth that is the delight of His love.

Hugs and God bless
pickles
 
Trust, rest, prayers from others - I am blessed, may the blood of Jesus cover ALL on this board for protection and healing
 
Yes, that's exactly it, I am like this too and you perfectly understand, thank you
 
Hugs priestessblue, Ill keep praying!
Sometimes we forget, that when one part of the body in Jesus is struggling, the rest of the body needs to care for it. :)

God bless
pickles
 
Wow what a blessing to me reading these post:)) How wonderful to be Blessed and Minerstered to through Gods Word Just reading through seeing who you can pray for and be Blessed yourself:)) Thank You for The Encouragement:)))
 
Sorry if I have given you this verse before, but it helps me get through life day to day.
May God bless you and keep you, Amen

2 Cor 4:16- 18
16 Therefore we do not lose heart, but though our outer man is decaying, yet our inner man is being renewed day by day. 17 For momentary, light affliction is producing for us an eternal weight of glory far beyond all comparison, 18 while we look not at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen; for the things which are seen are temporal, but the things which are not seen are eternal.
 
That pretty much sums it up. The human race these days makes me want to jump off the Sears Tower. Me me me me me; are there good people in the world left who listen, or just people who talk? About me me me me? People who don't see you or your pain. Narcissists. It really, really depresses me.

I am asking God to guide me and left with a big ol'lump of...nothing.

priestessblue,I see your pain through your writting and it greves my heart. Jesus loves you so much that he gave his life for you,if you were the only one here he still would have done it.
Depression is from satan,he will steal away any chance that you have to know Jesus. Put your trust in him and he will carry you above the depression.
You are my sister in Christ and I love you dearly. God Bless You
 
We dos many stupid things yes, but we have a loving, patient and fair God! Jesus came to die for use WHILE we were still sinners

Rabindranath Tagore Every child comes with the message that God is not yet discouraged of humanity.
 
More people posted and I'm so grateful. Tears came to my eyes. The scripture, the love, wow, something I did not get much of as a child (to say the least). Encouragement from people I have never even met who have taken the time to uplift me. I want to be like all of you, and let go of hatred and bitterness in my heart, anger, I really, really do. THANK YOU