If I set out to fail...let's say to show someone how important it was to forgive...I failed over and over and no one ever forgave because ... of whatever the reason, maybe they thought I lied to begin with or was lying when I came to them...or they were just unforgiving people...If I had a purpose to fail...and that purpose then succeeded, did I then fail or succeed? What if, in all that failure, I forgot the mission and just destroyed my spirit and damaged my soul and lost my way in the process? Would anyone at all care or am I on a mission of Hell? Would you forgive me please for reckoning my spiirt? I imagine this is in jest...I guess it's important to someone. Or have I failed to understand?