I see all the time from people how they broke up and all the heartbreak they feel. Oh "does he/she like me". Hey at least you have a love life. Some people like me never have had a girlfriend and might never get married and will be alone forever. Sometimes, your problems aren't as bad as you think and you should be happy that you have those memories to look back on that did make you happy. Some will never experience an ounce of what you did Funny thing is, I'm all good and happy. I'm not depressed, sometimes jealous, but I have accepted myself for who I am. Besides God is all that matters right? Why do we need love? I'm perfectly content working and making money and living good for God and someday going to heaven.