For me personally, this site has been a blessing because I met my wife on this site and have been privileged to meet many wonderful members. I pray that God helps you sort out the spiritual aspects of your life and to show you the right spiritual path. No rush in meeting your one and only, plenty of time for that, but I can understand the desire to do so. Don't be nervous, just relax and be yourself. You wrote a very good introduction, it was top notch. Glad to have you as a member of our family. Welcome to CC.