Hello Agnieszka, Welcome and I hope you feel comforted that you are being prayed for. GOD does hear those prayers. I hope that you know Jesus Christ as your savior and have a relationship with him. If you read your bible romans 12;12 Paul tells us to Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer. Addiction can be hard to beat, I had my own addiction to beat. GOD got my attention and helped me beat it. If you haven't seen it yet you can scroll down to the prayer request forum. also there is a testimony forum. sometimes it helps to read other peoples battles and victories. maybe it could be a place where you could tell your story without being judged. Good luck and GOD be with you. hope to see you around.