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well today is my bday im 23 now.. and honestly today Ive been feeling soo down.
I beg of you brothers and sisters to pray for me. My heart is longing or love and right now I feel so weak and powerless I pray but I feel its futile and I know that probably cancels out my prayer. I beg of you please brothers and sisters pray right now, if God does not hear my voice because my sins and doubt blocks my voice I beg of you who are closer to God to please pray for me.. I just want to be loved.. I have this big whole in my self that nothing seems to fill it up.. it eats me away.. and I feel like Im going to go crazy and loose control and start to hurt myself again. I tell this to God but I feel nothing and so thats why I have to beg for crumbs from believers like you.. Please brothers and sisters.. I also pray that I can come close to God and feel God and feel the holy spirit and finally be like you guys who are rocks and are sustain by God.. It is not easy to feel so lost and lonely and left out.. I feel alone in the world and with God.. I ask this from my heart since Im at the edge. I know God is first and Im trying to make him first.. but I feel nothing nothing and its drving me crazy.. I beg of you please.
Uriel.
I beg of you brothers and sisters to pray for me. My heart is longing or love and right now I feel so weak and powerless I pray but I feel its futile and I know that probably cancels out my prayer. I beg of you please brothers and sisters pray right now, if God does not hear my voice because my sins and doubt blocks my voice I beg of you who are closer to God to please pray for me.. I just want to be loved.. I have this big whole in my self that nothing seems to fill it up.. it eats me away.. and I feel like Im going to go crazy and loose control and start to hurt myself again. I tell this to God but I feel nothing and so thats why I have to beg for crumbs from believers like you.. Please brothers and sisters.. I also pray that I can come close to God and feel God and feel the holy spirit and finally be like you guys who are rocks and are sustain by God.. It is not easy to feel so lost and lonely and left out.. I feel alone in the world and with God.. I ask this from my heart since Im at the edge. I know God is first and Im trying to make him first.. but I feel nothing nothing and its drving me crazy.. I beg of you please.
Uriel.