I prayed every day to God to remove my ex from me because i could see he is demon possessed. I remain single but i want my ex to change (to find God and "rise from the dead" and repent) because i want him back. Is it right to want my ex when i still remember my tearful prayers to God to save me from him? I know that it is written in the Bible "...your troubles are not against flesh and blood but agains demons..." but still i feel shame when i have that desire for reconcile with that person.