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Mybrokenlessthenthree
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I find it hard to talk to people, unless I'm talking about Christ. The more in him I become the harder it is for me to find anything of joy in this world. Today I sat and watched sports, thinking "charm is deceitful and beauty is vain but a woman who fears the Lord shall be praised" I don't know any girls my age who fear the Lord so dating is out of the question, but still doesn't mean my physical body lusts. However my mortal body is becoming weak, this mean God in me is taking over. I have less fear everyday so far, because I fear God. I don't know what's happening, it is as if I can no longer feel things that are joy, meaning when the world parties I cry. I'm a reformer, suddenly I was blind but now I see. I'm a warrior and this world is my battlefield. I am becoming less and less, "worldly human" I mean with my desires my attractions my everything.
What if we are designed for this great destiny, but because we chose death we never know that life. If I am serious about following Christ, then this means that I pick up my cross. That means I everything of this world is foolishness to me! That means I do not waste my time with t.v., video games, money, popularity, or power. For psalms 3 "I lay down and slept: I awoke for the Lord sustained me.I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people. Who have set themselves against me all around."
I feel like I was made for so much greater then the things I do...
What if we are designed for this great destiny, but because we chose death we never know that life. If I am serious about following Christ, then this means that I pick up my cross. That means I everything of this world is foolishness to me! That means I do not waste my time with t.v., video games, money, popularity, or power. For psalms 3 "I lay down and slept: I awoke for the Lord sustained me.I will not be afraid of ten thousands of people. Who have set themselves against me all around."
I feel like I was made for so much greater then the things I do...