Lost The Will To Live

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I am so ashamed and embarrassed but i dont no what else to do! I have completley lost control of my life! Ive lost pretty much everything my job,finishing my education, car, savings, health and now the realationship with the woman i was planning on marrying!!

I never thought i would be like this. I felt like my whole life was ahead of me and i had the things i was sure God had for me. Now its totally different. It started when i lost my very best male friend a few months ago and life just wasnt the same. It was so hard to get past for a long time but my girl friend help me through it and i thank God for that and her!

life kind of got back on track but not completley! i was still working and things were ok until a little over a month ago. i lost my job and now my relationship seems over, ( she only wants to be friends and is dating now) God knows i still love that woman with all my heart :,,(. i use to be a healthy muscuar 195pound athletic guy, now i 165, look sick and still loosing weight! I dont sleep and the strees and pain is killing me

Ive turned to drugs, alcohol, and porn to ease my pain and take my mind off things for awhile. it only helps for a while but thats why i go right back to it, to escape life :,,,(
I havent thought about killing myself but when i fall asleep, i sometimes think if i dont wake up, mabey it wouldnt be so bad!

I pray constantly, but i feel because of my sins God wont hear me! I need a miracle from God! So i ask and urge my brothers and sister pls pray for me!! I ask for restoration in my life and relationship. also that i may be delivered from my bad habits because they are killing me and surely thats not what God wants!


Thank you all so much God Bless
 
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Heavenly Father,

I pray for my brother to be forgiven. I witness the confession of his sins as he brings them into the light by his faith in You. For You are merciful and kind. Your kindness leads us to repentance. Please answer his prayers as we stand together before You. For Your gentleness makes him great! In Jesus Name, Amen.

1Jn 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Jas 5:15 And the prayer of faith shall save the sick, and the Lord shall raise him up; and if he have committed sins, they shall be forgiven him.

1Jn 1:7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.

Psa 18:16 He sent from above, he took me, he drew me out of many waters.
Psa 18:17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me.
Psa 18:18 They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the LORD was my stay.
Psa 18:19 He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

Psa 18:28 For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.
Psa 18:29 For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.
Psa 18:30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
Psa 18:31 For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?
Psa 18:32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
Psa 18:33 He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places.
Psa 18:34 He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.
Psa 18:35 Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great.



ddavonne, please read the information in this link:

. http://christianchat.com/prayer-requests/34467-no-one-cares.html#post598656

and the links attached to it. It's a read.. but, it will help you fight.

I pray for the LORD to give you strength unto the battle and to let your eyes see your enemies (eph 6:12) fall under your feet with your own eyes. In Jesus Name, Amen.
 
Eph 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

Psa 70:1 To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David, to bring to remembrance. Make haste, O God, to deliver me; make haste to help me, O LORD.
Psa 70:2 Let them be ashamed and confounded that seek after my soul: let them be turned backward, and put to confusion, that desire my hurt.
Psa 70:3 Let them be turned back for a reward of their shame that say, Aha, aha.
Psa 70:4 Let all those that seek thee rejoice and be glad in thee: and let such as love thy salvation say continually, Let God be magnified.
Psa 70:5 But I am poor and needy: make haste unto me, O God: thou art my help and my deliverer; O LORD, make no tarrying.

For ddavonne Father, In Jesus Name, Amen.
 
As the Lord Said to Job....Gird Your Loins. You do not know the meaning of your suffering as you have it. You are not dead but at the end of this pruifying fire you will see why. Jer. 29:11 He has plans for you plans for you for your welfare not for your woe. And though it seems the world is falling all around you, becuase My brother I have gone down that Path as well pray with all your heart to the Lord our God and he shall deliver you from this. Of this I have no doubt. For he has given us three things FAITH HOPE AND LOVE. If you walk toward him you will see the end of the darkness and then you see the light. As one man once said when a man took a dive off a bridge in an attempt at suicide on the way down he realized that all his problems could be solved and arent that bad, but yet at that point it was a little late. Trust in God...
 
Bro, Jesus said come unto me all who are heavy burdened and I will give you rest. I may not know how bad your situation is, but Jesus knows and you can always run into His arms. You can always give up to His will. He will never let you go, and He will always be there.
Listen to 'Cry out to Jesus' by Third Day >>> Third Day - Cry Out To Jesus - YouTube
 
I am so ashamed and embarrassed but i dont no what else to do! I have completley lost control of my life! Ive lost pretty much everything my job,finishing my education, car, savings, health and now the realationship with the woman i was planning on marrying!!

I never thought i would be like this. I felt like my whole life was ahead of me and i had the things i was sure God had for me. Now its totally different. It started when i lost my very best male friend a few months ago and life just wasnt the same. It was so hard to get past for a long time but my girl friend help me through it and i thank God for that and her!

life kind of got back on track but not completley! i was still working and things were ok until a little over a month ago. i lost my job and now my relationship seems over, ( she only wants to be friends and is dating now) God knows i still love that woman with all my heart :,,(. i use to be a healthy muscuar 195pound athletic guy, now i 165, look sick and still loosing weight! I dont sleep and the strees and pain is killing me

Ive turned to drugs, alcohol, and porn to ease my pain and take my mind off things for awhile. it only helps for a while but thats why i go right back to it, to escape life :,,,(
I havent thought about killing myself but when i fall asleep, i sometimes think if i dont wake up, mabey it wouldnt be so bad!

I pray constantly, but i feel because of my sins God wont hear me! I need a miracle from God! So i ask and urge my brothers and sister pls pray for me!! I ask for restoration in my life and relationship. also that i may be delivered from my bad habits because they are killing me and surely thats not what God wants!


Thank you all so much God Bless
God Will hear you if you truly cry out to him. Don't let satan temp you with the sins of this world to cover your hurt because they won't. It will only get much worse. You can gain the whole world and lose your soul and have lost everything, but you can lose everything you have in this world but gain salvation through Jesus Christ and you have won it all. Let Jesus cover all your hurt through the blood that he shed on the cross. Satan is a lier and he will only teas you and laugh at you.