Lovesong Poetry

[Wolf]

not my pictures *found on tumblr*, I don't like doing this, cause I'm probably wrong.

 

[Wolf]

not very good at drawing, don't feel like finishing it..

 

[Wolf]

Touche',
wow must be nice having people fight for you, looks like you really don't need me around...
I've said enough... I'm not gonna give them any satisfaction, because they mean as much to me
as much as I to them...which is nothing..

...I don't feel like playing with you anymore, its like a 1000 to one, how fun is that?

looks like you all win against me, whatever shall I do...?

 

[Wolf]

now here is a funny picture...it is true.

 

[Wolf]

My Sweet Jezebel
by: Lowanla (me)

He whispered the sound,
he held her tight in his arms,
'my dear sweet Jezebel',
in her ear. She smiled.
With rejected tears.

Nobody ever wanted her around;
She was not good enough for anyone,
not even for him.
He was too good for her

She was his sweet sin,
so she fell all the way
down to the flame,
down way past hell,
His dear sweet Jezebel.
​

 

[kittycat7]

you would be saved - By Lowanla (me)


Crossing the desert plains of the mind
a thorn ferociously stings my side,
your warmth embraces gently and lovingly,
but the darkness that comes with it,
tries to drown me in uncertainty
and it brings great fear that rips me to
shreds and I become petrified,
I cannot move, nor can I do
a thing, for you..
I've searched to the right
and to the left for help, with false
light, and others, and I
was no good against anything
and none could do a thing,
so I cried out to Jesus Christ, for there is no
other power, none! what so ever,
only he could chase away the fear
even in my darkest hour,
all the world laughs and mocks
scoffing my weakness,
I cannot save you alone for I am nothing,
and you are ashamed of me, you
stand right along with them,
but I still love and forgive
for none of you really know,
you don't know, oh Lord they
don't know...
I knew this day would come, as
it was no surprise to me,
maybe we were fallen destiny,
I rise early to meet the dawn,
and can only think about you smiling.
as the fear and darkness beat me down,
and I lay helplessly on the ground,
I raise my hands to praise as God promised me,
You would be saved!

This was very good. Very deep, and thought in depth. Thank you for sharing

 

[Wolf]

This was very good. Very deep, and thought in depth. Thank you for sharing

well aren't you adorably sweet thankyou.

 

[Wolf]

I'm nothing special or anything...but Since it was brought up, I thought I'd say something about the 100th page, we got to..
WooHoo...an stuff.
Now I can finally stop....that last poem I wrote made me cry..

I just promised my lil friend Siberian that I'd get this far then I'm done...
Thanks for reading...

 

[PopClick]

Mxeid Messages

I don't know what you wnat
I'm not sure you do, ehietr
It's different every tmie
It changes like the wehtaer

Why is it always wnorg
No matter what I coohse
There's no right aunrod
Nothing but lose-lsoe
​

 

[Wolf]

Mxeid Messages

I don't know what you wnat
I'm not sure you do, ehietr
It's different every tmie
It changes like the wehtaer

Why is it always wnorg
No matter what I coohse
There's no right aunrod
Nothing but lose-lsoe
​

You sir...are a poetic genius! I love this. hehe..I know you aren't a sir but a lady, but that phrase came into my head, couldn't resist..

Sounds like someone full of mood swings, the sad thing about this world is, we are a fallen world, a world born into death...
There is no hope in this world, so our first reaction to hopelessness is to constantly self destruct and die. I know because
I can be a very hopeless person sometimes, I don't want to be here a lot...
Sometimes we know we are, and sometimes we do not do this intentionally.

The only one who will love you perfectly is God, without all the mood swings. He gets angry...sure, but his word is straight and true, it never changes, he never changes. His love never fails.

We look to a man or woman for love, but it fails because we are in our fleshly bodies, that are born to die.
We can imitate, or reflect the word of God or even act out his will of love but we are no substitute for the real deal..
I think some people get that mixed up when they come to Christians for love, thinking that it will be a better substitute for God.

Christians are regular people too, they just have opened eyes to the truth of who God really is, and how he really feels about them...they are capable of being as horrible as the next person.

The only thing that saves us or gives us hope is.. Love. Knowing that it is real, that there is proof of it...knowing that God
really heard your prayers, even though he didn't have to...

Love is the real reason, we have reason to be alive, knowing that somebody out there in the universe is in love with you..
and you didn't have to do a thing for it, you were created for his pleasure, someone who takes pleasure in looking at you,
like you were the greatest masterpiece created, no angels, no worldly objects, no stars, nothing, could compare to the best work.... you.

Even those who are dead...God loves them, even though they don't want him..

poor God, the most rejected Lover in the universe, by his own creation..

 

[Wolf]

"What Love Really Means"
Lyrics by: JJ Heller

He cries in the corner where nobody sees
He’s the kid with the story no one would believe
He prays every night “Dear God won’t you please...
Could you send someone here who will love me?”
Who will love me for me?

Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means, what love really means

Her office is shrinking a little each day
She’s the woman whose husband has run away
She’ll go to the gym after working today
Maybe if she was thinner then he would’ve stayed

And she says…

Who'll love me for me?
Not for what I have done or what I will become
Who will love me for me?
‘Cause nobody has shown me what love
What love really means what love really means

He’s waiting to die as he sits all alone
He’s a man in a cell who regrets what he’s done
He utters a cry from the depths of his soul
“Oh Lord, forgive me. I wanna go home”

Then he heard a voice somewhere deep inside
And it said “I know you’ve murdered
And I know you’ve lied
And I've watched you suffer all of your life

And now that you'll listen I'll, I'll tell you that I...”

I will love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love, the love that you never knew

Love you for you
Not for what you have done or what you will become
I will love you for you
I will give you the love, the love that you never knew

[video=youtube_share;PgGUKWiw7Wk]http://youtu.be/PgGUKWiw7Wk[/video]

​

 

[Wolf]

I must be partial sociopath and part liar, because I keep coming back to this thread when I say i'm gonna leave..
nooo....anyway..

Something Wrong
by: Lowanla (me)

It is not your fault
you can't always rescue me
there is something wrong with me
I have never been fixed
I am a broken 'thing'.
that is always self destructing.
look at all my wires, and coils
go flying..

it has nothing to do with you;
although you often try to help me.

i don't know what is wrong with me..
it is not your fault,
there is something wrong with me..

I need to be alone,
where nobody see's me.
So I can no longer hurt you,
nor hurt anybody.

You don't need to be around this,
self destructing thing.
That will only bring you down too.
I don't want anybody to see me.
so broken, torn, and ugly.

There is something wrong with me.
I need to be alone,
so that I can fix me.

So I don't have to see you hurt,
while you watch me self destructing..​

 

[Wolf]

please don't hold me
I don't deserve your love
I don't deserve anyone
I can't stop hurting inside
I hate who I am,
I feel so disgusting,
I feel so ashamed of myself,
When I was a kid,
I would have never said those things,
but I grew up and destroyed you
now i just feel like dying
I feel, guilty.
For lying and crushing you.
Please don't come around me,
everyone is right,
I will only hurt you.
I just wish I wasn't here..
I feel guilty.
I just want to disappear.
So you can't find me,
and remind me,
of how I hurt you, constantly.
​

 

[Wolf]

What do you do with a piece of equipment
that is always malfunctioning,
that break down on you, and is of no more use?
Like a computer, or a car that
breaks down on you all the time.
People are just telling you its time to
throw it away and get a new one....
What do you do with a woman,
that breaks down, and is of no more use..
like a computer or a car that breaks down,
on you all the time.
Throw IT away...

Just like the others...
She is no different from
every tear streamed cry,
just like the others.
Just throw IT away..
You'd be stupid to hold on.
Things that break down,
that self destruct,
will eventually stop on their own,
they really don't need any help..
no one can help me.
​

 

[Wolf]

ZZYXZ RD
Lyrics by: Stone Sour

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and i cant see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My bodys curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but i'm still afraid

Propped up by lies with promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time i saw the world

I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style

And i'm so tired that i gotta go

What am i suppose to hide now
What am i suppose to do
Did you really think i wouldn't see this through

Tell me i should stick around for you
Tell me i could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and i gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I'm leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

i'm following suit and directions
i crawl up inside for protection
i'm told what to do and i don't know why

i'm overexisting in limbo
i'm over the myths and placebos
i don't really mind if i just fade away

im ready to live with my family
im ready to die in obscurity
cause i'm so tired that i gotta go

what am i suppose to want now
what am i suppose to do
you still don't think i'm going see this through

tell me i'm a part of history
tell me i can have it all
i'm still too tired to care and i gotta go


oh yeah
oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go
still to tired to care and i gotta go

yea yea
still to tired to care and i gotta go
go home
still to tired to care and i gotta go
yeah yeah
still to tired to care and i gotta go
​

 

[Wolf]

LOL! This is too funny. XD

 

[Wolf]

lol XD another one

 

[Wolf]

Laughing Candy
by: Lowanla (me)

Just like candy
pink round pretty
every drop so easy
almost taste as sweet as nothing
every time make me happy
just like candy
every time I'm less scared
just like laughing candy.​

 

[PopClick]

You sir...are a poetic genius! I love this. hehe..I know you aren't a sir but a lady, but that phrase came into my head, couldn't resist..

Sounds like someone full of mood swings, the sad thing about this world is, we are a fallen world, a world born into death...
There is no hope in this world, so our first reaction to hopelessness is to constantly self destruct and die. I know because
I can be a very hopeless person sometimes, I don't want to be here a lot...
Sometimes we know we are, and sometimes we do not do this intentionally.

The only one who will love you perfectly is God, without all the mood swings. He gets angry...sure, but his word is straight and true, it never changes, he never changes. His love never fails.

We look to a man or woman for love, but it fails because we are in our fleshly bodies, that are born to die.
We can imitate, or reflect the word of God or even act out his will of love but we are no substitute for the real deal..
I think some people get that mixed up when they come to Christians for love, thinking that it will be a better substitute for God.

Christians are regular people too, they just have opened eyes to the truth of who God really is, and how he really feels about them...they are capable of being as horrible as the next person.

The only thing that saves us or gives us hope is.. Love. Knowing that it is real, that there is proof of it...knowing that God
really heard your prayers, even though he didn't have to...

Love is the real reason, we have reason to be alive, knowing that somebody out there in the universe is in love with you..
and you didn't have to do a thing for it, you were created for his pleasure, someone who takes pleasure in looking at you,
like you were the greatest masterpiece created, no angels, no worldly objects, no stars, nothing, could compare to the best work.... you.

Even those who are dead...God loves them, even though they don't want him..

poor God, the most rejected Lover in the universe, by his own creation..

Thank you! I was having fun with that one.

And yay, we made it to 100 pages! ~Throws glitter in the air~

 

[Wolf]

Thank you! I was having fun with that one.

And yay, we made it to 100 pages! ~Throws glitter in the air~

Well I always appreciate your poems, I hope what I said here made some sort of sense, I could have said, that
nobody will ever be satisfied, the best people can do is accept each other, for good and bad. Everyone has to grow
into a mature adult, some take a long time, some don't.

Hurrah! *breathes glitter in and chokes* X_____________________________X