Do you work or go to school? If not, you need to. You have to acquire skills and job experience so you can become financially independent. You see, if everything was ever taken away from you, the one and only think no one can ever take away from you is your knowledge and skills. You can take those and use it anywhere you go.
Do you attend a local church? You need to also join local groups with like minded people that can support you. In case you need to leave you family, is going to be important to have a job, some skills, and people that support you so you don't feel alone. Your family might completely disowned you if you decide to go against their culture beliefs and that can become depressing and hard on your life.