Yeah, you definitely have stress in your life. I will say a prayer for God to calm you down and to help you get the necessary funds in the bank by the end of the month. Financials stress me too yet somehow the bills always get paid on time. My wife and I have a rather large life insurance bill that needs to be paid next month. We just got finished paying off our car insurance until February. Hopefully, when she files for Social Security in a few months that will ease our financial strain tremendously but until then we have to trust in God.I know the feeling before heart surgery I took 13 pills in the morning and 6 at night today I got some bad news that my bank changed companies and if I don't have 200 at least in bank at the end of the month i get charged! not helping any really. And my sister just freaked out on me so my family and bank are not helping the now frequent suicidal thoughts lol So here I am trying to cool down :3