Over the last few days, the Lord has laid it on my heart as to why most of the relationships I have been in since my early years up until the dissolving of my marriage have ended with rejection. I’m just not mature enough yet.
The perpetual man-child syndrome has been the thorn in my side for the last 20+ years. It’s not that I am shiftless or don’t take care of my responsibilities, it’s that I never had the correct or proper respect for any of my female counter parts.
I never really understood why I had always been rejected. I always thought I had chosen to be with someone whom I was just incompatible with. I was sorely mistaken. The issue was mainly do to my lack of maturity and gumption.
I’m a joker, but my jokes and humor never seemed to complement those I had taken as a girlfriend or wife. I’m was also too argumentative. I always had to be right(even when I was wrong). To concede would mean I gave into defeat. I couldn’t have that.
Naturally the thought of again being in a relationship has crossed my thoughts, but the Lord has thrown the brakes on that hard. The simple reason was, “You’re not mature enough yet such a responsibility”
What is the God saying? He is stating that I need to be remade into a man whom walks with Him. A man who seeks Him first and applies that my everyday life. After my counseling, perhaps I may be ready.
I have learned that a women’s love should not be taken for granted. The tenderness she opens up should be honored, cherished, and protected. If not, it will be taken from you.
Eve was created by God for His glory and for Adam to have a suitable partner. She was created with all the best attributes of her Maker. Love her! Love her with all the capacity that God has given you. If I could go back and speak to my younger self, I would have much to say.
The perpetual man-child syndrome has been the thorn in my side for the last 20+ years. It’s not that I am shiftless or don’t take care of my responsibilities, it’s that I never had the correct or proper respect for any of my female counter parts.
I never really understood why I had always been rejected. I always thought I had chosen to be with someone whom I was just incompatible with. I was sorely mistaken. The issue was mainly do to my lack of maturity and gumption.
I’m a joker, but my jokes and humor never seemed to complement those I had taken as a girlfriend or wife. I’m was also too argumentative. I always had to be right(even when I was wrong). To concede would mean I gave into defeat. I couldn’t have that.
Naturally the thought of again being in a relationship has crossed my thoughts, but the Lord has thrown the brakes on that hard. The simple reason was, “You’re not mature enough yet such a responsibility”
What is the God saying? He is stating that I need to be remade into a man whom walks with Him. A man who seeks Him first and applies that my everyday life. After my counseling, perhaps I may be ready.
I have learned that a women’s love should not be taken for granted. The tenderness she opens up should be honored, cherished, and protected. If not, it will be taken from you.
Eve was created by God for His glory and for Adam to have a suitable partner. She was created with all the best attributes of her Maker. Love her! Love her with all the capacity that God has given you. If I could go back and speak to my younger self, I would have much to say.
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