Steph, you are a creative, talented, enthusiastic person with an inspiring personality. Thanks for sharing all of that with us here! :) I apologize again for taking your post in the wrong manner, and I wish you all the best. I don't get to read all of your posts, but when I see you in the threads, I try to stop and read them. Best wishes to you!
People really are right when they say the first step to recovery is admitting that you have a problem and identifying what it is. Especially when it’s a deep emotional issue that you maybe don’t want to really admit to yourself for a long time.