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JonahLynx
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Where's my kickback? Wheres MY benefit? I must lose so Jesus can win? No thank you.
Where were you when I laid the foundation of the earth? (Job 38:4)
Where's my kickback? Wheres MY benefit? I must lose so Jesus can win? No thank you.
I dont want to create my own religion. I am not qualified to do so, nor is any person.
I dont want to be a savior. Jesus is, for many, the savior.
...I just want God to get out of my way in life and let me win, succeed, and build a life for myself.
...I just want God to get out of my way in life and let me win, succeed, and build a life for myself.
I thought you said you were done with this thread? I wish you had kept to that, blue. I'm really disappointed in your attitude here.
In general...in my life.
I am beginning to see...some people are better off than others. Different money levels...different friends, different reputations, different levels of success...
And do you know what else?
The fact that God seems to be useless in affecting any of it.
Folks, I tried, I really have tried.
But I'm sick and tired of it.
I am THIS CLOSE...THIS...CLOSE (Picture a human hair's width), to rejecting Jesus.
The ONLY THING holding me steady...is the hope I can have a future with him.
Listen folks, I dont give a flying rip about the crucifix or his death.
I accepted him genuinely 7 years ago. NOTHING CAME OF IT.
I'm waiting on other blessings to have been manifested. NOTHING CAME OF IT.
I'm sick and tired of reading the bible, and being dissapointed.
I'm sick and tired of all of you, and your blind faith in a God that doesn't care for your and your family.
I'm writing this...to identify if ANY OF YOU can give me proof God is good. I'm at my wits end right now.
Right now, I am considering the occult, and freemasonry. I dont care for God's love. I want money, power, fame. God's love isn't helping me pay the bills. God's love isn't important to me.
At this point in the game, I genuinely hate Jesus. I think he wasted his time dying on the cross, and it did nothing to bring me peace and joy.
Here's your chance to sell me on why Jesus is worth a damn.
Begin:
For what it's worth, Tintin, I truly appreciate your post. If I may be completely honest with you, even after I decide I've had enough of the walk, I come back..."If I dont have Christ, I have nothing".
Yet, I often feel, if I have Christ, he holds me back from getting everything.
I'll also be honest...I didn't know what the word Pragmatism...or the concept of being Pragmatic meant...then I now also realize...I came to Jesus in the light of Pragmatism...an applicable process where I can work through Jesus' example to better my life.
If Pragmatism isn't the truth, the way, the life...I honestly must reconsider why I even entertained Jesus in the first place. Perhaps I sought the wrong solution.
For the rest of you...money, power, fame matter more to me than Jesus. I truthfully believe Jesus Christ is the son of God, our LORD and heavenly father, who came to us to offer himself as sacrifice for our sinful nature, and that he died, and that I believe, as do you, that he was RISEN FROM THE DEAD in three days, nullified the power of death, and ascended into heaven, as we await his second coming.
The thing is...I really dont care. This: $$$$$$$$$ ...is what I care about.
If Jesus cant bring me $$$$$$, I will find another way, without denying his truth.
God doesn't know jack squat of what I, or any other person wants. I have a dream. A dream to unite many people towards a right way of living...where no tyrannical God takes away from them, makes them suffer, or tricks them with scripture.
I have a dream where I can put smiles on people's faces, wipe away their suffering, be a GENUINE friend and leader, and be a provider of good things to those who hurt in pain. I have a dream where I can liberate the just and the righteous in life from the oppression of tyrants and monsters, and where they can place their faith in someone who will not leave them betrayed and suffering (Like God does all the time).
I have a dream where I can teach people how to live successfully, manage their money and assets to multiply their income and use it to benefit humanity (something God YHWH the father FAILS AT EVERY WAKING MOMENT OF EXISTENCE). I have a dream where I can liberate people from their suffering, and allow them to live a happy life of achievement and signifigance, no matter their bodily condition, no matter their social class or upbrining, no matter their misfortune or lack of victory...
I have a dream that people can live a life of significance without being discriminated by a tyrannical God who gives to some, and cheats others. I have a dream that people can discover a Jesus who truly loves them, and just doesn't demand them to give up their RIGHT TO LIVE A LIFE OF DIGNITY AND RESPECT. I have a dream where I can provide a system for people to liberate themselves from poverty, struggle, and suffering, and where they can come to know a God that cares, instead of a God who withholds blessing.
I have a dream to ANSWER PEOPLE'S PRAYERS, AND HELP THE PEOPLE GOD LEFT FOR DEAD AND NEGLECTED. I have a dream to be the answer to a suffering person's prayers. I have a dream to prove God is real to people who doubt. I have a dream to fix the problems in people's lives GOD HAS REFUSED TO FIX, OR HELP OUT WITH.
I have a dream to be the answer to everyone's prayers. I have a dream to prove God is real, and not a jerk tyrant. I have a dream to put smiles on the faces of people who God has stolen from, and hurt, and cheated, and tricked, and deceived.
I want to bring blessing to people who never even knew they could, because GOD THE FATHER NEVER CARED TO BE A FRIEND IN THEIR LIVES.
Are you satisfied now, blind sheep?
I dont want to create my own religion. I am not qualified to do so, nor is any person.
I dont want to be a savior. Jesus is, for many, the savior.
...I just want God to get out of my way in life and let me win, succeed, and build a life for myself.
God doesn't know jack squat of what I, or any other person wants. I have a dream. A dream to unite many people towards a right way of living...where no tyrannical God takes away from them, makes them suffer, or tricks them with scripture.
I have a dream where I can put smiles on people's faces, wipe away their suffering, be a GENUINE friend and leader, and be a provider of good things to those who hurt in pain. I have a dream where I can liberate the just and the righteous in life from the oppression of tyrants and monsters, and where they can place their faith in someone who will not leave them betrayed and suffering (Like God does all the time).
I have a dream where I can teach people how to live successfully, manage their money and assets to multiply their income and use it to benefit humanity (something God YHWH the father FAILS AT EVERY WAKING MOMENT OF EXISTENCE). I have a dream where I can liberate people from their suffering, and allow them to live a happy life of achievement and signifigance, no matter their bodily condition, no matter their social class or upbrining, no matter their misfortune or lack of victory...
I have a dream that people can live a life of significance without being discriminated by a tyrannical God who gives to some, and cheats others. I have a dream that people can discover a Jesus who truly loves them, and just doesn't demand them to give up their RIGHT TO LIVE A LIFE OF DIGNITY AND RESPECT. I have a dream where I can provide a system for people to liberate themselves from poverty, struggle, and suffering, and where they can come to know a God that cares, instead of a God who withholds blessing.
I have a dream to ANSWER PEOPLE'S PRAYERS, AND HELP THE PEOPLE GOD LEFT FOR DEAD AND NEGLECTED. I have a dream to be the answer to a suffering person's prayers. I have a dream to prove God is real to people who doubt. I have a dream to fix the problems in people's lives GOD HAS REFUSED TO FIX, OR HELP OUT WITH.
I have a dream to be the answer to everyone's prayers. I have a dream to prove God is real, and not a jerk tyrant. I have a dream to put smiles on the faces of people who God has stolen from, and hurt, and cheated, and tricked, and deceived.
I want to bring blessing to people who never even knew they could, because GOD THE FATHER NEVER CARED TO BE A FRIEND IN THEIR LIVES.
Are you satisfied now, blind sheep?
Contrary to some peoples belief, this is NOT Jesus
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