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I don't understand grace anymore. I don't even know how to receive that gift anymore. I'm falling hard. Going back to my addictions, starting new ones. I'm supposed to be a leader, now I just feel like a poser. Half of me wants to do something great with my life, the other half just wants to be an average person. Can't tell anyone close to me, they'll be disappointed in me and it will ruin everything. I need help...why can't I get the courage to face everything? God...I need you.