Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers.
My situation is truly unbearable, and it’s even more unbearable because I can’t really talk to anyone about it, since no one thinks that what I experience is real. They think it’s craziness, hallucinations, or imagination—but it isn’t. One time I tried talking to faith-based counselor about my problem, but he too had a hard time believing me.
I was finally able to get a good night’s rest last night after profusely begging God for it. I went to sleep without any assaults happening. The only thing that came close was when I woke up at about 7:00 in the morning: The demon was still there, and he made noises in my head. These demons think that I think making noises in my head means they’re causing brain damage, but I know that isn’t true. They do it anyway and seem to believe their own nonsense and for some reason think I believe it, even though I so obviously don’t. No one was killed, either.
I’m glad that God helped and made sure the demon couldn’t harm me or murder anyone. However, I’m still disappointed because I want the demons off of me forever. I have high hopes of starting a successful Christian non-profit organization. I have all the talents, credentials, and intelligence to make it happen and do so much good for the world. Unfortunately my dream won’t come to fruition if I can’t reach the point where I am permanently free from demons, since they make my life hell and ruin my drive to do anything, including hobbies. If I can’t get ever get rid of them permanently, my life will end in abysmal failure despite having so much potential to succeed and accomplish many great things.
Before I go to sleep tonight, I’ll make sure to pray to God and ask for what I want again: To be permanently free from demons. I never want them to attach onto me ever again. Through God all things are possible, and I must keep believing in the possibility that I’ll have the demons off me forever and finally get to live a normal life.
My situation is truly unbearable, and it’s even more unbearable because I can’t really talk to anyone about it, since no one thinks that what I experience is real. They think it’s craziness, hallucinations, or imagination—but it isn’t. One time I tried talking to faith-based counselor about my problem, but he too had a hard time believing me.
I was finally able to get a good night’s rest last night after profusely begging God for it. I went to sleep without any assaults happening. The only thing that came close was when I woke up at about 7:00 in the morning: The demon was still there, and he made noises in my head. These demons think that I think making noises in my head means they’re causing brain damage, but I know that isn’t true. They do it anyway and seem to believe their own nonsense and for some reason think I believe it, even though I so obviously don’t. No one was killed, either.
I’m glad that God helped and made sure the demon couldn’t harm me or murder anyone. However, I’m still disappointed because I want the demons off of me forever. I have high hopes of starting a successful Christian non-profit organization. I have all the talents, credentials, and intelligence to make it happen and do so much good for the world. Unfortunately my dream won’t come to fruition if I can’t reach the point where I am permanently free from demons, since they make my life hell and ruin my drive to do anything, including hobbies. If I can’t get ever get rid of them permanently, my life will end in abysmal failure despite having so much potential to succeed and accomplish many great things.
Before I go to sleep tonight, I’ll make sure to pray to God and ask for what I want again: To be permanently free from demons. I never want them to attach onto me ever again. Through God all things are possible, and I must keep believing in the possibility that I’ll have the demons off me forever and finally get to live a normal life.
Hi,
Praying for you.
A born again person can have demonic attacks. That is why we are ENCOURAGED to put on the whole armor of God. Do you put on the whole armor of God? (See Ephesians 6:10-18)
Also, how do you believe a person gets eternal life and forgiveness of all sins?