My problem is I care too much for certain people that seem not to care at all. It really gets to me amd bothers me that my grandkids father doesn't care about his kids, doesn't care that they wait for him to come home to spend time with him, instead he hangs out at work even when he's off already just to be with his girlfriend and then when he does get home he ignores them just to text her.it hurts me down to my soul as I don't understand how someone can be that cold hearted, heartless with their kids just for a little girl he's dating ( I say little girl because she just turned 18 and he's 28) I pray that this girl sees him for who he really is and not the beautiful soul she tells everyone he is, sickens me that she thinks amd believes he's the most caring loving person, when she don't know the truth, the real him. Why don't I kick him on? Because it will hurt the kids even more. Sometimes I have the worst thoughts because I'm so angry, but then I have to pray to remove these thoughts. Now today again k8ds waiting for him and he calls to say he's not coming home because he needs be with his lil girlfriend. I pray she she opens her eyes and sees how he really is and finds someone her own age before he damages her like he did my daughter. Kids disappointed but he dont care. He's heartless, how can God allow someone like that to be out there happy not caring about his kids, while his kids hurt? I wish I didn't care