I have found that in life we reap what we sow. I have made many mistakes in my life, and I am thankful for such a merciful God. I am a proud man of God, but I know I constantly fall short. My struggles have been extreme this year, and I can say this year has been one of the hardest of all my life. I have had a hard life, but I am not here for a sob story. From being in and out of jobs, not being able to hold down anything, to me being unable to be complacent, to my relationships, and I feel like this years has been all mistakes.
Mistakes allow us to grow, and as young adults we can learn great things from our challenges and struggles. I know that I deserve judgement and I know many judge the decisions I have made but they are all my own. I full accept my mistakes and sins, they are all my own to bare.
Recently, my fiancée and I bought a house. We have been struggling in our relationship and she can’t seem to see that. Every time we would try to talk we would fight. Sadly, I push everything aside...and I said that I was going to keep at it with her (I am not a quitter). When you love someone you make it work, right? Well not really! We don’t work together well at all, and being in this house trying to be flexible to her when she is extremely pushy. She tries to control my life this frustrating to say the least! These sign were there before, but again I pushed them to the side.
I had the opportunity to move to Florida with my family, and my parents welcomed me openly. I had to choose in 2 days whether I would stay with my fiancée or go with my parents to Florida. This tore me apart, my parents mean the world to me, and I love my fiancée. I felt the right choice was to stay, in Minnesota with my fiancée.
Some people might ask why we wouldn’t move to Florida together. My fiancée, has told me only recently that she is completely unwilling to ever move to Florida. This has bothered me a lot because my mother and father are getting older and being 1600 miles away from them scares me to death.
I am stuck here, going in and out of jobs, with little to no money, with a fiancée who wouldn’t consider my feelings or the things I care about, all while missing my family. I honestly just want to pack up my car and run away. I know I have made so many mistakes, but this feels like the biggest one. I just don’t think I should be in this relationship anymore but I am stuck now...and I am reaping what I showed. I could have been in a warm tropical climate, sitting on a beach with my family. Now I am stuck in a cold snowy state, with a women who does not love me but seeks to control me.
Always remember: You reap what you sow, but also remember God is always good. God always has a plan for our life. Sometimes we learn lessons, other times things work out.
I am legitimately thinking of packing up my car, leaving all my earthly possessions behind and moving to Florida, am I crazy? Am I a massive awful sinner? Do you think I am right? Go ahead tell me what you think. God bless
Mistakes allow us to grow, and as young adults we can learn great things from our challenges and struggles. I know that I deserve judgement and I know many judge the decisions I have made but they are all my own. I full accept my mistakes and sins, they are all my own to bare.
Recently, my fiancée and I bought a house. We have been struggling in our relationship and she can’t seem to see that. Every time we would try to talk we would fight. Sadly, I push everything aside...and I said that I was going to keep at it with her (I am not a quitter). When you love someone you make it work, right? Well not really! We don’t work together well at all, and being in this house trying to be flexible to her when she is extremely pushy. She tries to control my life this frustrating to say the least! These sign were there before, but again I pushed them to the side.
I had the opportunity to move to Florida with my family, and my parents welcomed me openly. I had to choose in 2 days whether I would stay with my fiancée or go with my parents to Florida. This tore me apart, my parents mean the world to me, and I love my fiancée. I felt the right choice was to stay, in Minnesota with my fiancée.
Some people might ask why we wouldn’t move to Florida together. My fiancée, has told me only recently that she is completely unwilling to ever move to Florida. This has bothered me a lot because my mother and father are getting older and being 1600 miles away from them scares me to death.
I am stuck here, going in and out of jobs, with little to no money, with a fiancée who wouldn’t consider my feelings or the things I care about, all while missing my family. I honestly just want to pack up my car and run away. I know I have made so many mistakes, but this feels like the biggest one. I just don’t think I should be in this relationship anymore but I am stuck now...and I am reaping what I showed. I could have been in a warm tropical climate, sitting on a beach with my family. Now I am stuck in a cold snowy state, with a women who does not love me but seeks to control me.
Always remember: You reap what you sow, but also remember God is always good. God always has a plan for our life. Sometimes we learn lessons, other times things work out.
I am legitimately thinking of packing up my car, leaving all my earthly possessions behind and moving to Florida, am I crazy? Am I a massive awful sinner? Do you think I am right? Go ahead tell me what you think. God bless
