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Dear Christians, I am writing again because I am afraid that I am going to hell. I must begin from the beginning. In 2001 I suffered an unexpected heart attack at the age of 39. I was a schoolteacher at the time. I had NO risk factors. My cholesterol was low, my blood pressure is always low , I worked out everyday for an hour and my weight was 128 lbs.(I an 5'7''). One of my arteries was 90% occluded. The doctors placed a stent in my left anterior descending artery and I went home in two days. When I returned home was when the trouble began. I got down on my knees to pray and in an internal voice(I do not hear voices and I am not schizophrenic) the Lord informed me that I had NO SOUL and that I was not covered in the blood of Jesus. When I asked why I got no answer. I pray and pray and I feel totally disconnected from God.I have been to Christian psychiatrists, Christian Counselors , taken meds and nothing works. I have not had a life in almost ten years. I stopped working as a teacher in 2003 because I could not take it anymore and also my dad was diagnosed with colon cancer. He passed away on November 9th, 2006 and that just made evrything worse. I loved teaching and I miss it so. Then in 2005 started having problems with my voice . Every doctor I went to said it was anxiety. I finally found a specialist and I was diagnosed with Spasmodic Dysphonia. This affliction affects the larynx and you cannot speak clearly. The only cure are Botox Injections through the neck but they did not work.I feel that my life is over. PLease ask God to give me a normal life. All the doctors I have seen say that I am severely depressed but nothing works. I do not want to DIE like this. I want to have a full life.I am very scared!!!!! jeaniebeanie
 
jeanie,I think what you heard was not Gods voice but the voice of the enemy,satan.The word says that he comes as an angel of light so you must have faith and recieve Jesus as your LORD and Saviour.Without faith it is impossible to please Him,the bible is our only way to know the truth and Gods Holy Spirit and what you said does not bear witness with the word of God.It says in Gods word that Jesus died for the whole world,not just a select group.If you really want to be saved in your heart and cry out to God,you will be.You may not feel any different but stand on that word,not on your feelings.We walk by faith,not by sight.Get into Gods Holy Word and study.We must come to Christ as a little child,all of your education and logic must be left where you kneel and pray.
Father,I pray in the wonderful name of Jesus Christ my LORD that you touch this sister,revealing your truth to her in a way that only You can.I bind up every lying demon and every hindering spirit that trys to exalt itself against the word and the will of God.Father,Your word says that whatever we bind on earth shall be bound in heaven and in the authoritive name of Jesus Chrsit Your Son,I call it done,thank you LORD,may God bless and keep you,sister,in Jesus Holy name,AMEN
 
You typed it was an internal voice. That was NOT God. Jesus gave the parable of leaving the 99 sheep to go and look for one lost sheep, He is that loving............... That was yourself talking to yourself. God would never say something so horrible. This can be confirmed by reading the New Testament alone. You are under demonic attack. If you compare what your Internal voice told you to scriptures you will find the source to be quite satanic. Read the New Testament and you will find peace in truly Knowing the real God and not the lies you hear inside your head.
 
Be healed today. Rejioce in the lord and I say to you again rejioce and be glad in him. Jesus makes you well and strengthens you with joy of life. If you do love him keep his word. Study it,meditate upon it and do what it says. Always remember you are just the best God ever had and will. Be fill with life to the full.
 
You are a child of God in Jesus.
His love for you is so great and gentle.
Just look to him and askk Him to care for you.
You are in my prayers in Jesus for all you have asked.
God bless.
pickles
 
If you think you are beyound forgiveness I would tell you to look to Paul,the soldier that crucified Christ,look at people down through the ages that seemed beyound redemption but God forgve them as He will you.Search the scriptures,in it you will find truth and life,not in what the devil is putting into your mind.Your logic or education will not help you in this,this is a spiritual battle.Seek for the answers on your knees and in Gods word,that is the only place you wil truely find peace and the answers you seek.If you want to know someone that seemed unredeemable,HI.
Father,I pray that You reveal Your truth to this sister in her deepest time of need and I ask that in the Holy name of Your Son Jesus Christ that Your Spirit open up her eyes in order that Your truth be revealed to her,we ask this in Jesus names,AMEN.You will be in my prayers but Jesus came that we may have life and have it more abundantly,AMEN
 
Dear precious sister Jeanette

Dear sister, I am so sorry that you are having such tough times in your life right now. I can definately feel your pain. I broke my back about 6 years ago and had to stop working with my patients whom I cared a great deal for. I was a respiratory therapist for most of my life.

I have been diagnosed with emphysema, cardiac arterial spasyms ( have had two heart catherizations), have degenerative disc desease ( all my bones are basically disinigrating) because my blood can't process calcium), I am in a great deal of pain. I have at times been so depressed I have been on my knees crying from the pain begging our Lord to take me home.

I finally realized that Jesus had work for me here to do. I spend most of my days on the computer praying for my brothers and sisters who are also hurting. This makes me feel better. There is no situation that our Lord Jesus can't make better if we give ourselves to Him completely. Am I still in pain? You bet !!!

Do I feel better by trying to help others ? You bet!
Jesus comes to me through the pain and brings me happiness through the pain. I am sure with all your talents as a teacher there is a great deal of rewarding work Jesus will be happy to give you right where you sit, if you only ask Him.

Dear Lord, I pray that you lay your hands on my sister, heal her completely as you wish, take away all her depression,all negative spirits, fill her instead with peace, tranqulity and joy and let her know how valuable she is to us all, in Jesus name, Amen

I pray that Jesus will pour out His richest blessings upon you !

Love in Jesus Christ
brother Gary
 
I'm very sorry you have been going through this for so long. I do believe the voice you heard was that of the devil, reaching out to you at a vulnerable time. He has played on your fears and now it's just consumed you. I know, I' ve been there.It is so scary. But please believe you DO have a soul. It was when I was in my deepest depression that I finally cried out to God for help, I couldn't live with the anxiety, the fears everyday. I was scared to leave my house. But when I asked his forgiveness, and for him to help me cause I had no other hope, he did. And I know he will do the same for you. But I believe the more you put into God the more you will feel him near. Even if you say you nothing works, try reading the bible and praying every day, through out the day, when you feel scared ask God to carry you through those feelings, he knows what is in your heart, if you talk to God with all your heart he hears you. Give every thing you got in you to God and I believe you will begin to feel his peaceful presence. He doesn't want to see you hurt or scared, he doesn't want to keep his love from you, all he wants is for you to serve him with all your heart. You have nothing to lose but a whole lot to gain. I will keep you in my prayers, and if ever i can be of help, please msg me.
 
Hello again Jeanie. I hope you can overcome this attack from the enemy. Which is exactly what it is. What you heard has no biblical truth in them. God's word says that He will never leave you nor forsake you.
 
I am sorry for what you have gone through, please read my other post on your other thread. Thanks.
 
hi siste, i have a simple encouragement to give u. Believe and u shall receive. God's word said knock and the door shall be opened unto u. and i believe the u are knocking. keep knocking and asking. i will be knocking and asking for your healing here too. i believe that u will be healed. but u have to believe it too.
 
jeaniebeanie said:
Dear Christians, I am writing again because I am afraid that I am going to hell. I must begin from the beginning. In 2001 I suffered an unexpected heart attack at the age of 39. I was a schoolteacher at the time. I had NO risk factors. My cholesterol was low, my blood pressure is always low , I worked out everyday for an hour and my weight was 128 lbs.(I an 5'7''). One of my arteries was 90% occluded. The doctors placed a stent in my left anterior descending artery and I went home in two days. When I returned home was when the trouble began. I got down on my knees to pray and in an internal voice(I do not hear voices and I am not schizophrenic) the Lord informed me that I had NO SOUL and that I was not covered in the blood of Jesus. When I asked why I got no answer. I pray and pray and I feel totally disconnected from God.I have been to Christian psychiatrists, Christian Counselors , taken meds and nothing works. I have not had a life in almost ten years. I stopped working as a teacher in 2003 because I could not take it anymore and also my dad was diagnosed with colon cancer. He passed away on November 9th, 2006 and that just made evrything worse. I loved teaching and I miss it so. Then in 2005 started having problems with my voice . Every doctor I went to said it was anxiety. I finally found a specialist and I was diagnosed with Spasmodic Dysphonia. This affliction affects the larynx and you cannot speak clearly. The only cure are Botox Injections through the neck but they did not work.I feel that my life is over. PLease ask God to give me a normal life. All the doctors I have seen say that I am severely depressed but nothing works. I do not want to DIE like this. I want to have a full life.I am very scared!!!!! jeaniebeanie
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