Alright great news!
Talked things over with my Aunt(the authority of my household since there aren't any men to be the authority over it) and agreed it would be ok to sing and record the songs I've written for God to post on youtube(felt I should ask since there's no way if I sang that she wouldn't notice and felt I should get my idea out in the open) so very soon(probably after my double shift tomorrow) I am going to for the very first time sing and post my songs "publicly"(I'm thinking a good start would be my first song) not sure what "scenery" I'll be using probably my outside back yard patio(not the best choice perhaps but you gotta work with what you have) well that's all I wanted to say Goodnight everyone and may God bless you all!