Twice recently I have had very frightening experiences where an evil menacing entity has placed itself close to me. I sensed it during the time between wakefulness and sleep. The first time I cried out to Jesus Christ for help and it vanished instantly.
The second event was last night . I was afraid to sleep, so I stayed sitting up and I prayed fervently for Jesus's protection. I placed my Bible on my bedside. Eventually I lay down and switched off the light. A short while later I sensed it in the room, I quickly cried to Jesus. It did go away but I heard it as if some distance away. It was roaring, full of rage as if banging on some barrier to get at me. I prayed more and seconds later all was peaceful. I sat up, praying , thanking Jesus. I was able to sleep fine after that.
I know why this happened. In the past I have had similar experiences when I was vulnerable. In recent times I have become really unwell, so very depressed, gradually not valuing life to the point of actually considering suicide.
I am a fully baptized, believing Christian. Yet I have allowed negativity to overwhelm me. I have been festering over the pain others have inflicted on me emotionally over a long time. Allowing myself to resent and hate them. Going against the Bible and Jesus's teachings. This must have left me open to attack from evil, from the devil's demons. They will home in on a vulnerable soul. It IS the soul they want.
I have decided to mend my ways, no more depression. Start valuing the life God gave me. I have let my Bible study go, so I shall focus on it again and increase my prayer life. I just do not want to be afraid to go to sleep!
I sleep separately from my husband because he is a dreadful snorer. Since he is not a believer as I am, unfortunately, I am reluctant to tell him of these experiences because he could become very frightened and think we are being haunted. Only those who understand spiritual warfare can cope with this.
I have my faith and the power of Christ to call upon, that really is the only effective weapon against demons.
So I have written this post to ask for advice about prayers of protection, ask if anyone else has had such events and to warn atheist's that demonic entities are real and truly evil. They want our souls.
The second event was last night . I was afraid to sleep, so I stayed sitting up and I prayed fervently for Jesus's protection. I placed my Bible on my bedside. Eventually I lay down and switched off the light. A short while later I sensed it in the room, I quickly cried to Jesus. It did go away but I heard it as if some distance away. It was roaring, full of rage as if banging on some barrier to get at me. I prayed more and seconds later all was peaceful. I sat up, praying , thanking Jesus. I was able to sleep fine after that.
I know why this happened. In the past I have had similar experiences when I was vulnerable. In recent times I have become really unwell, so very depressed, gradually not valuing life to the point of actually considering suicide.
I am a fully baptized, believing Christian. Yet I have allowed negativity to overwhelm me. I have been festering over the pain others have inflicted on me emotionally over a long time. Allowing myself to resent and hate them. Going against the Bible and Jesus's teachings. This must have left me open to attack from evil, from the devil's demons. They will home in on a vulnerable soul. It IS the soul they want.
I have decided to mend my ways, no more depression. Start valuing the life God gave me. I have let my Bible study go, so I shall focus on it again and increase my prayer life. I just do not want to be afraid to go to sleep!
I sleep separately from my husband because he is a dreadful snorer. Since he is not a believer as I am, unfortunately, I am reluctant to tell him of these experiences because he could become very frightened and think we are being haunted. Only those who understand spiritual warfare can cope with this.
I have my faith and the power of Christ to call upon, that really is the only effective weapon against demons.
So I have written this post to ask for advice about prayers of protection, ask if anyone else has had such events and to warn atheist's that demonic entities are real and truly evil. They want our souls.
I just watched this and prayed for you.
Hope things are looking brighter and the devil's are gone.
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