Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

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Thank you for the clarification so we didn't confuse it with a Diuretic Toddler
 
Which reminds me...what's up with Candy Crush? Every time Facebook tells the world you are playing it a tiny baby bunny dies.
 
Been having bouts of dreams where I am in houses of the past, going through basements of familiar places, having conversations with people of the past. It's not pleasant. Something is off, like I am different or they are different. It seems like it has a touch if guilt, bringing up who I had been. A touch of the feeling of failure at who I have become. It's all trickery I realize, but sometimes when I feel a dream, it stays with me as if it really did occur.
 
Been having bouts of dreams where I am in houses of the past, going through basements of familiar places, having conversations with people of the past. It's not pleasant. Something is off, like I am different or they are different. It seems like it has a touch if guilt, bringing up who I had been. A touch of the feeling of failure at who I have become. It's all trickery I realize, but sometimes when I feel a dream, it stays with me as if it really did occur.

When a dream stays with me, often God is using it to get my attention and reveal something to me.

God bless,

Chain
 
I used to have dreams where I was doing some mundane task, such as paying a bill.

Then I would get a late notice even though I "remembered" paying the thing. Record keeping is important. true story.
 
I think it's sad how backwards the world has become... what's right is wrong and what's wrong is right. They think things are more important then people. When people should be more important then things.
 
I'm watching 8 kids tomorrow from 12-6 and then on Friday from 8-6 during some church training for church planters. I'll have another helper, an older lady from my church, but I have a feeling she won't be a whole bunch of help. I'm not really looking forward to it. In fact, I'm dreading it a bit, at least Friday because it's for so long. But they need my help and I will survive. It's only two days. My brain will just be mush at the end.



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They also love to play Duck Duck Goose, they'll play it over and over and over. It wears them out! :)
 
I used to have dreams where I was doing some mundane task, such as paying a bill.

Then I would get a late notice even though I "remembered" paying the thing. Record keeping is important. true story.

Lol I've done that before but with conversations
 
Speaking of dreams...

I had a dream last night that I was on a trip, and in the car, there was a guy, a guy who I like in real life (I guess it's sorta creepy that I dreamed about him. Whoops). I dreamed that we both liked each other, and that when I put my head on his shoulder, he leaned his head onto mine. And I could just feel, even in this stupid dream, that we both liked each other and felt those content butterfly feelings.

And then later I woke up. :rolleyes: It sounds so silly when I put it down, but sometimes dreams do that to you.

And when I woke, I felt that yearning, that longing. To be accepted and loved, cherished and held. And I was doing so well this week at being content in my singleness! But then that started the spiral, where I thought, "I don't deserve to be married. I'm too ______ , not enough _____, too much of a mess, not good enough in this way" and so on and so forth. That insecure, self-defeating spiral. I know marriage isn't a bed of roses or a basket of kittens, and I also know some of my selfish reasons for wanting marriage, I'm working through those, and I'm also working with making God my priority and not what may or may not be in the future. It was just a bit...disappointing, I suppose, that I was doing so great and then I have this stupid dream that takes me back to step one.

I caught myself halfway through it, though, so I'm "proud" of myself for realizing it this time and taking steps to not keep sliding down.
 
Update on that. ^^^

God totally kicked me in the pants this morning, back into shape. In a good way. So...I think I'm back to being alright. :) This is a quicker recovery than normal. A good sign.
 
I had a customer today who got mad at me when I asked if she could go to the printer and see if there were any error codes on it.... she asked if I REALLY EXPECTED her to go all the way across the building to get them. I told her that the contract does say they should be by the printer when calling us. She said "we don't have a phone in that room"

am I the only one to think this is a claim that is unlikely to be true in the age of internet and cell phones? :p
 
Update on that. ^^^

God totally kicked me in the pants this morning, back into shape. In a good way. So...I think I'm back to being alright. :) This is a quicker recovery than normal. A good sign.
If you ever need a kick in the pants, remember, that that is one of the reasons we are here for each other. tough live, baby. tough love.
 
Subway should have a drive through.

And the fact it doesn't ​MAKES ME ANGRY!!!!!
 
My inability to commit, and make decisions strikes again. Saying yes and then regretting it. Why, oh why did I say yes??! Oh yeah, because there will be food.
 
My car decided today that it hates me. I'm okay with this; I'm not overly fond of it, either. It would just be really nice if the stupid clunker would let me know these things before we commit to a 60 mile trip together.
 
I browsed a couple threads today and they were all completely littered with trolls, what's the dealio? Is there a sign somewhere saying its fantasy day and every dillweed in the world dicided they wanted to play troll?