Desperate for attention?
There are an unusually high number of "call me, I need a guy/girl/rip" threads on the forum as of late. So I guess... desperate for love.
Desperate for attention?
Well considering I think I've found the man I'm supposed to marry, the Lord has certainly thrown in quite a bit of opposition. Three people in one day, one of which matters a lot to me. This isn't going to be easy since I wanted him at my wedding. :/
However, the opposition won't stop me if this is what God wants.
Usually, I think, if Satan doesn't want me to do it, then I definitely want to. I'm a rebel like that![]()
There are an unusually high number of "call me, I need a guy/girl/rip" threads on the forum as of late. So I guess... desperate for love.![]()
Prayer is free.... never feel bad for asking for it. We love you. Saying a prayer for you now.
It seems emotional to think I'm still praying healing and completeness in Christ for Mom. It seems even purely crazy, but I know God hasn't ever changed. He can heal, He does heal, and He WILL heal because it says in His word He will... I know we don't always get it in the way we want. I'll come to terms with it if it comes to pass in this point in time. I know we live in a fallen world, and death is inevitable. Everyone has a season, though, and I'm believing that season is not upon us at this point in time. You don't need to ask me what if it is, because I already know the what-ifs, and God will be glorified through that too if it happens whether I like it or not.
Often I sit and wonder why does God even love me, I've failed him so much and still the one thing he asks of me I can't even do right.. what's the point is what I constantly think... I just need someone to talk to from time to time I guess..
I understand that but when someone loves you, you feel it.. I don't feel his love even though I hear it said over and over that he loves me
Good morning, world.
I keep forgetting about my cup of coffee and it's getting cold, the weather is gray and turning nasty- supposed to snow up to six inches tomorrow- and my kids are unhappy because they can't have chocolate for breakfast.
It's a lovely day.
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Desperate for attention?
Well considering I think I've found the man I'm supposed to marry, the Lord has certainly thrown in quite a bit of opposition. Three people in one day, one of which matters a lot to me. This isn't going to be easy since I wanted him at my wedding. :/
However, the opposition won't stop me if this is what God wants.
Usually, I think, if Satan doesn't want me to do it, then I definitely want to. I'm a rebel like that![]()
Well considering I think I've found the man I'm supposed to marry, the Lord has certainly thrown in quite a bit of opposition. Three people in one day, one of which matters a lot to me. This isn't going to be easy since I wanted him at my wedding. :/
However, the opposition won't stop me if this is what God wants.
Usually, I think, if Satan doesn't want me to do it, then I definitely want to. I'm a rebel like that![]()
For those of you who are wondering, Mom is still holding on. I can't say it's by much, but let me be bold to say as long as there is breath there is hope.
Even if there isn't breath there is still hope...because our hope is Christ.