I reccomend you not drink away stress and anxiety because doing so causes more stress and anxiety. Really, it is true. I pray you find comfort in His word. The story of peter stepping out on the water, able to do so, by looking towards Jesus. The moment He became worried and stressed, was the moment he went under. Hey listen, like I keep telling you, Sis, we all have issues to wrestle with so I understand. I get it. I just want to encourage you to find rest and peace in Him.
Hugs filled with hugs