I committed suicide when i was 19 (see nde/saved testimony condensed) and i want all those who are thinking of suicide to hear me for what i speak is the truth and if you have not been down this road i ask for no religious rhetoric please.
Suicide is not a sin, it is a disease. You will not go to hell, God does not punish the sick and diseased. Suicide is the final act of mercy for individual as their souls are already dead before the act occurs.
No one can imagine or understand the torment a soul is going through to get one to the point of taking their own life.
However, i want all those who are at that point or heading down that path to hear my words, from someone who has done it and been on the other side.
Though you won't go to hell, you will likely be in the middle state between heaven and hell for what may be an eternity because your spirit will not pass on until it rectifies itself and what it has done.
If you can't come to terms now with whatever it is you are going through in this physical body and mind, you WILL NOT have the strength to do it when you are in the spirit state.
And you will feel the EXACT same as you do right now, but likely for eternity.
God may have pity on you and intercede, but do you really want to take that chance. You are talking about dealing with your feelings until you are maybe 60 or 70, vs dealing with them for eternity.
Now you know the story and the choice is yours. Personally, 70yrs in this pathetic thing we call life, is not even a blink of an eye to the eternity of love and peace that awaits us for sticking out the term of our natural lives.
Choose well and feel free to pm me is you need to.
God bless
Suicide is not a sin, it is a disease. You will not go to hell, God does not punish the sick and diseased. Suicide is the final act of mercy for individual as their souls are already dead before the act occurs.
No one can imagine or understand the torment a soul is going through to get one to the point of taking their own life.
However, i want all those who are at that point or heading down that path to hear my words, from someone who has done it and been on the other side.
Though you won't go to hell, you will likely be in the middle state between heaven and hell for what may be an eternity because your spirit will not pass on until it rectifies itself and what it has done.
If you can't come to terms now with whatever it is you are going through in this physical body and mind, you WILL NOT have the strength to do it when you are in the spirit state.
And you will feel the EXACT same as you do right now, but likely for eternity.
God may have pity on you and intercede, but do you really want to take that chance. You are talking about dealing with your feelings until you are maybe 60 or 70, vs dealing with them for eternity.
Now you know the story and the choice is yours. Personally, 70yrs in this pathetic thing we call life, is not even a blink of an eye to the eternity of love and peace that awaits us for sticking out the term of our natural lives.
Choose well and feel free to pm me is you need to.
God bless