Testemony!! I used to be a Lesbian

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HI, My name is Skye. I am Taiwanese, and now live in California, US. I grew up in a Christian family. I am fifth generation chrsitian. I went to sunday school every sunday with my parents when I was a child. For some reasons, I used to be super shy, and really sensitive. Growing up in a well known family, people compare me all the times. I am very quite when I was a child.My parents are the best couple in the world. They are the best husband and wife and also dad and mom. They built a christian family, and taught us things from bible. I think I just tried to please them by avoid them to worried about me.

When I was a child, Boys at school always picked on me and made me cry everyday. A lot of time, my teachers had to find me crying in the girl bathroom. Those boys locked me in the girl bathroom all the time. I never fight back. I never complained to my parents either. I kept all the bad feeling to myself. I tried to face everything without bothering my parents. Honestly, I do not have good experience with males up to this point. When I was 15 or 16, I liked a boy in my church a lot. He was a worship leader as well. He was very active in church. I wrote him a letter just to tell him my feeling.But, he passed that letter to everyone and made it such a big thing. He did not need to put me down and embarrased me like that, but he did. This impact me so much. I cried out by myself and I avoid males from that point.

By the way, there was always a stronger and tougher female will protect me when I went through all those bad feeling. I guess that is also the main reason I escaped my feeling to females. I used to thought that I will be safer to be with females. Once I step in to Lesbian relationship, I was in the circle of lesbian life for 10 years. I could not pull myself out of it. I could not take anything people say. I could not stand to hear all those hateful words out from people who tell me they are "Christian" Anyway, I was in 3 relationships within 10 years. I had all the feeling like any other couples.

Praise the lord to let me experience the change in my life. about 2 years ago, I met my last partner. She has bipolor, ADHD, and anxiety disorder. To be with such a person, I lived in hell. I experienced violence, and listen to all the hurtful words from her. I do not hate her. We are still friends. Because her, I face the fears and hopeless again.

Praise the Lord, My parents never gave up on me. They had been praying for me since they found out I was a Lesbian.

I left church for a long time. But, I found my way back. One year ago, I broke up with my last partner. This is the first time, I broke up with someone. I never broke up with anyone by myself. I was in 4 relationships, and every relationship hurt me everytime. I put my heart in relationship, tried my best managing a long term relationship. I was honest, loyal, caring, loving, and have a very good temper and a lot of patience.Breaking up with my last partner, it was very difficult. She got depressed so easily, angry so easily, and she is physically stronger than me. It is not just saying byebye and end a relationship. It took me 3 months to break up with her. But, I did it.

After I broke up with her, I went to a church called Capital River Of Life Christian Church. Ling Leung worldwide Evangelistic Mission. My life is changed now. I went to a speical retreat, and the God appeared to me. He washed away my sin. He knew everything about me, and still love me. He said he wants me to help other people. He said he promises me my marriage and my family to have a fullfilling life together. He loves me deeply, and wants me to share the love with other people. He said he will use those who is wick. He said he put the heart of understanding other lesbians and gays in me and He wants me to help and lead others. Especially those people who walked away from Jesus. God loves everyone, and died to save everyone.

Now, I understand myself and love myself more. Because in God, I am wonderful. He is my creator, and love the way I am. My personalities changes, and my thinking changes as well. I feel I am a totally new person. I know God plans my steps. He also promises the marriage. I know I am waiting for the right person he created and chosen for me. I will be his helper, and wife. Together, we will start a christian family. A very happy and loving home. So, that's why I am here!
 
Praise the Lord.... ! All glory to Jesus !.... God bless you Dear friend... !
 
Praise GOD!! Thanks so much for sharing this with me.. Your story sounds a bit like one of my sisters although she has yet to find her way back to God, But God promised me a along time ago that she would be back.. This just boosted my faith once again.. God is so amazing!!!
 
Give all the praise the the highest lord. For his love, kindness, and forgiveness. God uses people who is not perfect who used to have wickness in life. Those people had special experience and stories in life, God plans their life that way to lead and save more life. Because you already overcame from those wickness, you will understnad those people's struggles and feeling and easiler to pass God's words to them. No matter who you used to be, you might use to be a criminal, drug/alcohol/gamble addicted, high school drop out, stripper/prostitute, fail in couple marraiges, homosexcual/transexcual, suffer in domestic violences, you are bipolor/emotional disorder, or anything that used to be your wickness. God would like to use those people who overcome from the pain and the wickness to touch someone's heart and save their life for God, and usually are people who have similar stories, background and experience. So, I know God is planning my steps from now on. God blesses you~
 
That's wonderful, but next time you should post this in the 'Testimonies' Forum.

:)
 
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HI, My name is Skye. I am Taiwanese, and now live in California, US. I grew up in a Christian family. I am fifth generation chrsitian. I went to sunday school every sunday with my parents when I was a child. For some reasons, I used to be super shy, and really sensitive. Growing up in a well known family, people compare me all the times. I am very quite when I was a child.My parents are the best couple in the world. They are the best husband and wife and also dad and mom. They built a christian family, and taught us things from bible. I think I just tried to please them by avoid them to worried about me.

When I was a child, Boys at school always picked on me and made me cry everyday. A lot of time, my teachers had to find me crying in the girl bathroom. Those boys locked me in the girl bathroom all the time. I never fight back. I never complained to my parents either. I kept all the bad feeling to myself. I tried to face everything without bothering my parents. Honestly, I do not have good experience with males up to this point. When I was 15 or 16, I liked a boy in my church a lot. He was a worship leader as well. He was very active in church. I wrote him a letter just to tell him my feeling.But, he passed that letter to everyone and made it such a big thing. He did not need to put me down and embarrased me like that, but he did. This impact me so much. I cried out by myself and I avoid males from that point.

By the way, there was always a stronger and tougher female will protect me when I went through all those bad feeling. I guess that is also the main reason I escaped my feeling to females. I used to thought that I will be safer to be with females. Once I step in to Lesbian relationship, I was in the circle of lesbian life for 10 years. I could not pull myself out of it. I could not take anything people say. I could not stand to hear all those hateful words out from people who tell me they are "Christian" Anyway, I was in 3 relationships within 10 years. I had all the feeling like any other couples.

Praise the lord to let me experience the change in my life. about 2 years ago, I met my last partner. She has bipolor, ADHD, and anxiety disorder. To be with such a person, I lived in hell. I experienced violence, and listen to all the hurtful words from her. I do not hate her. We are still friends. Because her, I face the fears and hopeless again.

Praise the Lord, My parents never gave up on me. They had been praying for me since they found out I was a Lesbian.

I left church for a long time. But, I found my way back. One year ago, I broke up with my last partner. This is the first time, I broke up with someone. I never broke up with anyone by myself. I was in 4 relationships, and every relationship hurt me everytime. I put my heart in relationship, tried my best managing a long term relationship. I was honest, loyal, caring, loving, and have a very good temper and a lot of patience.Breaking up with my last partner, it was very difficult. She got depressed so easily, angry so easily, and she is physically stronger than me. It is not just saying byebye and end a relationship. It took me 3 months to break up with her. But, I did it.

After I broke up with her, I went to a church called Capital River Of Life Christian Church. Ling Leung worldwide Evangelistic Mission. My life is changed now. I went to a speical retreat, and the God appeared to me. He washed away my sin. He knew everything about me, and still love me. He said he wants me to help other people. He said he promises me my marriage and my family to have a fullfilling life together. He loves me deeply, and wants me to share the love with other people. He said he will use those who is wick. He said he put the heart of understanding other lesbians and gays in me and He wants me to help and lead others. Especially those people who walked away from Jesus. God loves everyone, and died to save everyone.

Now, I understand myself and love myself more. Because in God, I am wonderful. He is my creator, and love the way I am. My personalities changes, and my thinking changes as well. I feel I am a totally new person. I know God plans my steps. He also promises the marriage. I know I am waiting for the right person he created and chosen for me. I will be his helper, and wife. Together, we will start a christian family. A very happy and loving home. So, that's why I am here!
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What a awesome testimony,So proud u went back to ur first love God,I pray u do help the lost people.I no what u mean,my 22 yo had a drinking problem,n he is lead by the Lord to help others change their lives,from his testamony.God bless u Sister in Christ.
 
Sister i thank God for your life!!! But u need to preach the word of God to those girls u had r/ship with.i.e to bring them to the Lord.GODBLESS!!!
 
Chybike~ That is what I mean! There are two God's calling for me now. One is to preach God's Love and my salvation of my life to Homosexcual/ transexcual and focus on children ministry in my home country in Taiwan. It is always hard to preach to your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend/ex-husband/ex-wife. Because they might have their own relationship with another new person in his/her life. I can only pray that they will return to God together. However, When you want to lead someone to God, not only you have to have the passion doing it, but also they are willing for you to lead them.

Preaching to homosexcual/transexcual populations are not yet well developed. But, I know You can only do by loving them, accepting them, forming solid supporting groups, You really care/comcern about them, and guiding them in to church. To use language/words you can only do limited, and a lot of time people will turned to pointed fingers at each other, and tried to convence each other in their own way. It will be endless conversation. I do my part of work, and Let God do the rest of work on them. Because God is the one who forgive them and move their heart. He is also the one do the final judgements on everyone when we see him in the heaven.
 
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I want to say something about lesbianism as a personal opinion. This Taiwanese lady has been delivered from adultery of the mind. What this means contrary to popular belief... is not wandering fantasies (THOUGH BEST NOT TO DWELL ON CHEATING YOUR HUSBAND ON VOWS OR WIFE) people's minds do wander. So what pray tell is it? Telepathic rape that some witches (though I prefer the term vitches) use in order to manipulate people. It starts with slander. They might slip you a disease that you can get off a toilet seat that will send you into high blood pressure and arousal. So you think some part of you needs it. They will try to seduce you into prostitution with the same virus. I am here to testify along with my wife how they extort people and keep them in fear, so they can claim they cheated and break your marriage up. Or just your friendly relationship.

As a prophecy to you former lesbian you will find good Asian man well educated and well to do for your deliverance who will be your wildest dreams and sweep you off your feet. I totally forgive my wife when I found out hostages were involved and so was mind manipulation. If anyone wants to testify on an out of body experience that seemed to involve sex but you weren't there. THAT IS ADULTERY OF THE MIND THEY FORCED YOUR SOUL OUT OF YOUR BODY AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF YOU. That is what real adultery of the mind IS the sin itself everytime don't deny it. They start with slander and move into this.

I forgive her. And I apologize for my rash actions when I found out but I was in the dark. We have since taken each other back especially now that I have been made like a new wineskin and the Father pointed to adultery of the mind EVERY TIME.

Lots of love to you guys. Beware of vitches now witches they are hypocrites who never announce what they really are. These are the wolves in sheeps clothing trying to destroy our church with slander and adultery and murder and money idolatery.
 
One more thing. I sought the Lord for a teaching on sexual relationships and there relation to the Four Gifts of the Spirit.

First Apostles, Second Prophets, Third Teachers, Fourth Disciples

First an Apostle could have had more than one sexual partner (possibility including themselves through masturbation) must be of a wife and good behavior and have children. You see instead of talking about just "the bishop should have one wife and good behavior" meaning the leader or pastor of a flock Timothy went on about this too BUT IT WAS REMOVED FROM SCRIPTURE I'M SORRY I say the Word of God has been muddied SLIGHTLY by the numerous translations set forth. IF EVERY LETTER WAS TRUE THEN WHY ARE THERE UMPTEEN TRANSLATIONS. Then every letter would be identical. We need to go glean the fields of the Word to find it's real meaning.

Second a Prophet should have one sexual partner be of one wife and children and good behavior. Prophets are consecrated and holy and purified before the Lord. So that they may act as the Creator's voice to the people.

Third a Teacher should have two wives and be of many children and good behavior. This means that in the case that a population has more women and everyone should be fruitful and multiply with children... then Bigamy and Bigamy alone not polygamy would be accepted so she may bear child. This turns you into a Teacher first Apostle second and Prophet third disciple on four.

Fourth a Disciple typically is a pet (gifts undeveloped too pets get two gifts) and children (who always have a gift somewhere) and people with obscure sexual behavior like pure lebianism and any type of fundamental pure homosexuality are Disciples on three at least UNLESS THEY HAVE HAD ONE SEXUAL PARTNER HOMOSEXUALITY WISE. Then it is prophet on two. Or Apostle on two for their mate. i believe homosexuality can be forgiven BUT IF YOU GAVE VOWS YOU BETTER KEEP THEM.

I am prophecying a day of Monogamy for the human race from Terra as I like to call this place. Where we won't have triplets just twins and cousins and LIKE ADAM AND EVE WHO WERE BROTHER AND SISTER. We can screen them to see if it's compatible because betrothal with someone born the same day as you is the best. You cannot argue incest Adam and Eve were brother and sister. Now going to another generation more than a decade is forbidden that's not fair to the younger person who has to enter marriage.

Is sex before marriage forgiven. YES WHEN THEY TAKE VOWS AND IF THEY KEEP THEM. Now in the case a man and woman are both of one sexual partner and one only. And in Spirit of the message "Prepare the church as the Bride of Christ" (I think I don't have my BIble open this is memory so forgive me if I'm in err) Then the woman wears the crown as Apostle and the man the prophet.

Does all this make sense from the tatters of the BIble we have that I assure you STILL GET THE MESSAGE OF BOUGHT BY THE BLOOD OF CHRIST FOR YOUR SINS.

As another prophecy there are other civilizations out there. We will meet one with two lines that haven't ever crossed. One bears triplets brother and two sister every time (the teaching gift goes to their males BECAUSE JESUS DIED FOR THE UNIVERSE AND WE NEED TO CARRY THE MESSAGE NOT ONLY TO THE WORLD BUT THE UNIVERSE) or in the other line brother and sister twins.

Isn't it wonderful God fills our need for teachers in schools.

Hallelujah!
 
To God be the Glory! Indeed He is true to His promise: Philippians 1:6
God always finds a way to bring people back to Him.
God bless you!
 
Thank you for your story. I've been praying for years for a young gay man. I know the Lord will set him free.
 
i am sorry to hear that your child hood was that hard mine was similar tho i am not gay i to was hurt everyday by others. my ex girlfiend was bypolar and she to had ups and downs and pretty much tried to destroy everything i held dear to me. it was her way of copeing with pressure. it lasted about five years and from the first time things went bad i knew we wouldent make it very far. i dident want to be alone or feal like i was so i stayed with her longer than i should have. i dident want to see her hurt either.
 
pRAISE GOD THAT IS GOOD TO HEAR..i WAS A LESBIAN ALSO FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS...tHANK GOD CUZ NOW I DONT LIVE THAT LIFE ANYMORE IM LIVING FOR HIM NOW
 
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