Resurrection 33 hit it on the head....
Living like that is not living at all, will God Bless me if I do this or don't do that.....In my teenage years and early adulthood I used to think like that, till I found it was like living in a box...no matter our works we can never please God completely only Jesus can please God, we can live for God but Jesus was what God intended for mankind to be like...completely sold out to God. Unfortunately with our sin nature we can't fully do that especially in this Earth plane. God gave you a life to live free and enjoy responsibly. It's similar to the word of faith crap of speaking stuff into existence....a type of spiritual karma if you will of if I do good things /speak good things then I will always get good things in return....this is not true as sometimes you do the right things and you still get sour grapes in life...Don't stress for instance over should I let this person behind me go ahead of me at Walmart's cash register....sure its nice but it won't affect your blessing and in fact you start to overthink mundane things in life as God's test. If God wants to bless you He will bless you...he knows humans are screw ups so nothing we do can affect that as long as we repent and are trying to walk with God the best we can with minimum disobedience. Don't overthink, God wants you to live! God Bless