Blessing a child of God. and saving a non child of God are not the same
That's your problem. Your trying to take promises given ONLY to children of God (sanctification). and making them pre requisites for becoming a child of God. (Legalism)
That's a false gospel. or works.
Again,
You said God accepts us how we are. You lied. Period.
You are a briar of thorns. Your intention is to rip up and attack.
The testimony of most people is not an order of conviction, repentance, faith,
it is a mixture of all the realisation at once.
I feel for you, because your views are so uncaring and legalistic. This perception first,
that second, and this third, and if it is wrong, you need to start again.
We are always weak and unworthy, because it is Gods life that makes us whole and worthy.
We are always in need to seeing our limitations, because it is Gods infinite wisdom and presence
that gives us abilities we ourselves do not have.
So many things though forgiven, leave wounds and hurts we need to feel and work through to
be whole again. And this takes time, layers of life adjusted, recast, re-experienced, some
experienced for the first time.
Each walk is unique, with our own needs and lessons which fit us.
But I know this means nothing to you, because to you I know nothing.
God bless you, may you see the love and acceptance God is righteousness has for you
and that you are harder on yourself than He is, and the things you run most from He
wants to help you face.
The sad thing for me is you chose me as your enemy for no good reason, but a divide
of your own making, or maybe that is actually always there because of where you stand.