Brother, thank you for saying that.Forgive me Jesus, a sinner. I struggle with it because I feel like I want to save some other little child from the evils (traps) I fell into that spread and I am slow so I had to learn the devils traps in order to ovoid them so I just feel like I need to tell others everything out of this mess I have found. I know it is the devil and in the end we cannot do anything about it but I feel I must warn others, even though most still refuse to look. Tell me, what is that? The trance everyone is in, you see it, I know you do. I was so lost man, and I see why, I see everything now. not everything but all the reason I went through hell... I feel like I need to show the world the path to light but I went through hell in order to get there and now I know why. Man I could show and tell thing that no one ever talks about nor thinks about because everyone feels like the system we are in, the times we are in and what we are heading for makes me want to say everything.
I wish I had someone like you in my life growing up. to set me down and explain things to me throughout but lets be honest most kids do not stand a chance why? Because we live in a system that take it all, chews it up and spits it out at us. I try so hard to be normal but I am not. It breaks me everyday. thinking about it all. I hope you and everyone understands I am not trying to preach hate because in the end I hate the sins but I see where these things (MUCH of IT) comes from. I guess some don't need shaken. I apologize and thank you.
Thank you. I do see you and you see me too, THANK YOU![]()
And yes, I think I understand what you're describing.
The danger is that your burden for people can slowly become a burden to control outcomes that only God can control.
You see the traps because you fell into some of them.
You see the lies because you believed some of them.
You see the darkness because Christ pulled you out of it.
That's not a bad thing. In fact, God often uses our scars to help others.
But remember something important: Noah spent decades warning people.
Jeremiah preached for years.
The prophets were ignored.
Even Jesus was rejected by many who heard Him.
Their responsibility was faithfulness, not results.
You ask: "What is that trance everyone is in?"
Scripture's answer is surprisingly simple: "The god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not" (2 Cor. 4:4).
Yet Scripture also says: "The heart is deceitful above all things" (Jer. 17:9).
The blindness is not merely "out there."
It is in fallen human nature.
That is why the solution is not merely exposing deception.
The solution is regeneration, repentance, and the work of the Spirit.
Brother, I don't think your struggle is that you care too much.
I think your struggle is that you carry too much.
You want to save every kid from making your mistakes.
You want to expose every lie.
You want people to wake up.
You want the world to make sense.
That's a burden no man can carry.
Christ never asked you to save the world.
He already has a Savior.
He asked you to follow Him.
The people you can help are often not reached through knowing everything that is wrong with the system.
They are reached because they meet someone who has been changed by Christ and can honestly say: "I was lost too."
There is great power in that testimony.
So keep warning people where appropriate.
Keep speaking truth.
But do not let the darkness become the center of your message.
The sheep are not gathered by hearing endlessly about wolves.
They are ultimately gathered by hearing the voice of the Shepherd.
And brother, from what you've written, I think your greatest witness is not what you've discovered about the world.
It is what Christ brought you out of. That is the light people need to see.