I've been about wondering what makes like interesting. Lately I've been losing interest in everything, even stuff I never thought I'd lose interest in. The same thing happened to me many years ago, but to a much greater degree and at that time it made me think constantly about suicide, but this time is much different.
Maybe it's because I've been through so much these last few years (being a full-time caregiver to my father who was dying of cancer, dealing with his passing, trying to take care of my elderly mom) that it has made me look at life in a totally new perspective, or maybe its part of my grieving process, or the fact that I have to stay strong for my mom, but this time it is not driving me to suicide. This time it's making me feel like I've come full circle, that I've been through the worst life has to offer and I made it through and now everything else is as King Solomon once put it, "just smoke and mirrors"..
But this isn't about me. I want to know what everyone's thoughts are on the subject..
What makes your life interesting? What do you think makes life interesting?
Maybe it's because I've been through so much these last few years (being a full-time caregiver to my father who was dying of cancer, dealing with his passing, trying to take care of my elderly mom) that it has made me look at life in a totally new perspective, or maybe its part of my grieving process, or the fact that I have to stay strong for my mom, but this time it is not driving me to suicide. This time it's making me feel like I've come full circle, that I've been through the worst life has to offer and I made it through and now everything else is as King Solomon once put it, "just smoke and mirrors"..
But this isn't about me. I want to know what everyone's thoughts are on the subject..
What makes your life interesting? What do you think makes life interesting?
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