I get you. It comes down to the paradox of our existence. That, you cannot get something from nothing, so how do we exist? There is an easy solution to our paradox so you need not ask, who made God then?
For there is an original state that solves our paradox, which is randomness. A rapid flittering between something and nothing, at such speed that neither time, or something or nothing is either real or unreal. In physics this phenomenon is called the wave function. It generates light initially randomly, but the electromagnetic (or light) in our Universe has evolved and we know this because evolution is also electromagnetic. That is why only living things, with sparks of life evolve. We are the present model, so to speak of the electromagnetic evolution across the Universe. The electromagnetic (or light) then is God, and it is working evolution through us for example with the electromagnetic items 'we' are creating (like cell phones) -with 'our' electromagnetic desires.
