and it's not like i'm choosing to be this way, i just am.
what a cop out.
you are totally choosing to take no responsibility for your thoughts or your actions by claiming to "just be" the way you are.
"wish there was a way for me to be sure of something :/"
I'm sure there are quite a few things that you are "sure" of.
for example, if you are cut do you feel pain? If you stop breathing will you die?
to say that "i don't trust anything" is lying to yourself
its not very surprising though.
[h=3]1 Corinthians 2:12-14[/h]New King James Version (NKJV)
[SUP]12 [/SUP]Now we have received, not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we might know the things that have been freely given to us by God.
[SUP]13 [/SUP]These things we also speak, not in words which man’s wisdom teaches but which the Holy[SUP][
a][/SUP] Spirit teaches, comparing spiritual things with spiritual. [SUP]14 [/SUP]But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for
they are foolishness to him; nor can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned.