ya lots of stuff happened over period of time. Too numerous to mention honestly. I think what it boils down too is the church people aint my people. I'd rather hang out with people who are who they actually are.
I know this feeling exactly. In church sometimes you feel people are just behaving to
a set of rules and expectations. Odd that.
But among these people are people of truth, honesty and love. Because their Lord walks
this way, and calls us to go beyond the superficial or even just responding to what appears
everyday, but grasping what it means to love, to cry, to laugh, to be open and honest
about everything and everyone.
Until you have walked in other peoples shoes, you do not know their victories and defeats,
their strengths and weaknesses, so it is easy to just see everyone and lump them all together.
When we are closed off, shut people out, disappointed, it is not surprising everyone else appears
the same because we are doing the shutting out.