I was 39 when I hit a very low point, and cried out to God for help. I wanted the pain in my life to stop...
Within days I was clean and sober, and lost the desire to use mind and mood altering substances,
after twenty four years of alcohol and drug use. I started going more regularly to 12 step fellowships.
I had been going to AA and another off and on for years, without any real commitment to them.
That changed. Now, I had not asked God to help me stop drinking and drugging. Nope!
But stopping those things and seeking guidance and inspiration from others who had
likewise found a new way to live seemed a reasonable thing to do, and I made many
friends and acquaintances over the years, some who were Christian, and I loved hearing
their God stories, though I was not yet in a place to believe in the God they were talking about.
That took much longer... As I said, I was very stiff necked! I surrendered my will and my life to God at age 49.