This is a word game. Within the community of those who know by faith, it is faith and never something subjective . That is a temporal attitude, understanding and regard……..not of the Holy Spirit, not of the teaching.
JaumeJ, to me you seem legit, and I do know that the Holy Spirit bears witness that you are an adopted children of God. I do agree with persons like John Frame that know that "experience is the highest form of perception".
A man of God near a river, saw a heavenly being there who communicated him some important information. Bystanders only heard a loud noise, and felt very scared and fled the place.
Who had the right perception of the event? the holy man of course, and what allowed him to perceive God's spiritual reality? the Holy Spirit of course.
What I am getting at, is that the Holy Spirit's fruit is kind, mellow, good willed, understanding, patient, etc.
Cessationists usually have a difficult time accepting the higher gifts of the Holy Spirit, and many times, because have been indoctrinated in a sincerely mistaken manner.
Augustine was the first that suggested the possibility of miracles and higher gifts cessation, and he had to take it back because of the amount of miracles happening in the place where he gathered for worship.
Unfortunately Calvin did not get that "take it back part from Augustine", and he kept pushing cessationism, and many groups are with that concept as a key understanding of their faith.
They also are afraid of the part where believers saying that had worked in the spiritual realm supposedly for the Kingdom are rebuked by Jesus and told "depart from me workers of lawlessness".
So I understand some of the cessationist groups concerns. They may be the ones always saying experience is subjective, not to be trusted, and goes back to a very different ways to learn about God:
1 Are we to learn by ideas? abstract theological constructions that are based on propositional truths (Plato) or
2 are we to learn about God by experience? receiving the baptism of the Holy Spirit, and moving in that spiritual realm the way Adam did before the fall? (experience was championed by Aristotle).
To tell you the truth to me both ways are needed, but we need to check experience based on a good grasp of truth from Scripture.
(remember Ireneaus case of recognizing a false heavenly being).
So I try not to polemicize with the Scholasticly bent brothers, because they also have good things to offer to the work of the Kingdom of God.
A cessationist pastor was preaching ,he was heavy into personal holiness. During preaching it seems that somehow he got a message from God, that a group was doing foul play in the congregation.
He was shocked, but started an investigation. Eventually lo and behold, foul play it was by a certain infiltrated group.
People do not understand that in God's reality all is perfect. We are the ones living in a fallen dysfunctional creation. He is free to come as go as He pleases, and for the love God has for His adopted children, he can do miracles to protect, bless, illuminate, heal, etc. at will and against rules of this realm, because this is a non-perfect one not IAW God's usual and customary ways.
I would imagine that within the cessationist groups, a cohort of infiltrated tares are trying to push an ungodly agenda (may even spill to continuists), and they like to operate in cessationist states, because with the absence of higher gifts, they are less likely to be discovered and unmasked.
I can’t think of any resources that I can point you to right now bro but If I do,I won’t forget you.