Rick, I will share one miricle with you, please read it and I pray God will show you what He showed me. I am sorry this might be long, but I will keep it as short as possible.
One evening we (the church council of a Dutch Reformed Church) had a meeting to re-instate a minister that resighned under shady surcomstances. The first procedure was to get a letter of referance from the church he served last, that was us. I met the minister a few weeks before this meeting and how God saved his son from death. This man and family went through hell and some in the last months and their lives was in the biggest news-paper in the country. So this man was very greatful to God that God had taken him and his family through this dark time.
I just knew if this man has to preach to our church, it would be GODLY. But, the letter of recomendation was more a doomed to hell piece than recomandation for re-instatement. It was EVIL! What happened to forgive as I forgive others.... Anyway, I fought so hard I almost threw the tables over and started a fistfight, Despite all this the letter was voted and approved... then I asked the lord... SHOW ME THIS CHURCH'S HEART, I looked up into a ladies eyes and saw a cold, dark and wet rock. I was so saddened by this, that I cried uncontrolably, so hard they had to stop the meeting and break for tee.
After the meeting our church caretaker, came up to me and said.... My friend my wife needs to go for kidney stone operstion tomorrow, will you pray that it all goes well.... So I said... OOM (uncle) Bronkie, let us pray now for your wife. I cannot remember what I prayed, but when OOM went home, his wife was standing in the bedroom with ALL the kidney-stones in a glass medicine bottle. They fell out of her body, without going to the toilet. She was laying in the bed with a lot of pain, and all of a sudden the pain was gone, and she felt something in her nightgown. When she stood up the stones fall on the carpet.
That Sunday OOM told the whole church about the miricle. BUT!!!!!!
There were a few other's as well, but then one night I was shocked out of my wits.... My night of being SHAKEN AWAKE.... We were just finish with the Jesus Film in a very dangerous settlement, and I prayed for a two-year old boy that had a deformed hip, he did not get healed.
I went home FURIOUS with God. At my desk around midnight, I asked out loud... God are You for real? You better show me tonight or I give You up as a bad joke. I am NOT playing this game with You!!!! God lead me to the Bible and I opened it.... This is what was written that I should know..... 1 John 3:9... Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.
I said out loud..... No God this Bible is lying to me, we will always sin and fail, we cannot be perfect here, and why did you NOT heal the boy tonight? Why Yes and no and maybe.... what about the YES YES YES!!!!.... Again God had me open the Bible.... this came up..... Mat 7: 21 to 23.... Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Mat 7:22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? Mat 7:23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
Check out the Cobus in the PURPLE!!!!! That is me... When I get to heaven I would have said to Jesus...... LORD HAVE I NOT, IN THY NAME DONE MANY WONDERFUL WORKS?...... And He will answer..... DEPART FROM ME, YE THAT WORK INIQUITY.......
Ok! I was destroyed..... God wins.... So I asked out loud again,.... WHAT SHOULD I DO???? Then this happened.... And some would question this VERY MUCH.... God said in a clear voice right behing me..... GENESIS 1:1 START!.... I did, four months later and it took me two verses to realize I DO NOT KNOW GOD AT ALL! But I am glad I saw myself as a sinner that has some power, and if I tell you who did the healing.... Let us leave that for now!
So Rick my friend, I will continue but check this out.... For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.
Let us just think if some of these wonders is to heal people, and Jesus said some healed in his name but HE NEVER knew them, and we know these false Christs will still be sinners..... Who gave them the power to heal? Think and study a bit in the IMATATOR and his things... Remember how Moses did wonders and the false ones as well....
I now know A LOT MORE about God, because of that night fifteen years ago, and I am a LOT less confused about His Truth, But only because, I think God wants to use me one day, but then.... I asked Him when will I preach for Him, and He said..... SORRY SON I WILL BE OCCUPYING THAT BODY FOR THAT PART.... Can you prove this statement with a Bible-verse? I can, with a few, but I would like to see if we think along the same lines....
God bless every person reading this, with YouR TRUTH, AMEN!