I'm Christian...but I am Afraid of God

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Soupoftheday26

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WOW.... Thank you so much. Your words (and the Lord's) brought tears to my eyes, which feels good because I haven't been able to cry in awhile, only feel lost and angry. It's honestly...most likely all three of those things you mentioned, Eric. I don't know what the second one would be, but I'm sure it's there. I am very much imperfect...and though that's a great thing to realize, and remember, I guess it brings me down because I just want to be someone awesome for Christ. Do my Father proud, you know? And I will just perpetually let Him down, and goodness it hurts so much because I know He knew about every sin and fall before I even came to be! As Christians will we always battle with ourselves like this? How are we so simple and so complex at the same time? It's a good thing God is Almighty or I think He just might have an eternal migraine because of humanity! (joking, a little). Congrats on your rebirth, it's intense, isn't it? 15 years of following Him and I still feel like a little baby. I think that's good though...we're always children in His eyes, I think.

I wanted to go into C a little bit with you but I don't want to delve too deep into something so personal...thank you, for your vulnerability.
 
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TheTruthWillSetYouFree

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Soupoftheday26 said:
WOW.... Thank you so much. Your words (and the Lord's) brought tears to my eyes, which feels good because I haven't been able to cry in awhile, only feel lost and angry. It's honestly...most likely all three of those things you mentioned, Eric. I don't know what the second one would be, but I'm sure it's there. I am very much imperfect...and though that's a great thing to realize, and remember, I guess it brings me down because I just want to be someone awesome for Christ. Do my Father proud, you know? And I will just perpetually let Him down, and goodness it hurts so much because I know He knew about every sin and fall before I even came to be! As Christians will we always battle with ourselves like this? How are we so simple and so complex at the same time? It's a good thing God is Almighty or I think He just might have an eternal migraine because of humanity! (joking, a little). Congrats on your rebirth, it's intense, isn't it? 15 years of following Him and I still feel like a little baby. I think that's good though...we're always children in His eyes, I think.

I wanted to go into C a little bit with you but I don't want to delve too deep into something so personal...thank you, for your vulnerability.
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Don't thank me - it's all God. He is the one who is working through me. He is the one we should rejoice together in the truth and in the Glory and the power of Jesus Christ!

And yes, being born again is definitely intense. It's like getting $100 million in a Jackpot, getting hit by a truck, witnessing the birth of your child, and seeing yourself die all at the same time. Not to mention the peace...

"Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy," (1 Peter 1:8)

Also, I'm free to chat anytime about anything, including "C". That's not who I am anymore, and if it helps you then I would be fine talking to you about it. Send me a message and we can arrange a time to chat.
 
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nicolleta

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soupoftheday26 i totally understand what u are going through, i have exactly the same fears. it is a while since i couldn.t pray at all and i don.t read the bible anymore. i wish i could have said something to help u but u know just the fact that i am not the only one going through this is a little encouraging for me so i hope that it will be for u too.

God bless u and give u strenght.
 
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foundthetruth

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nicolleta said:
soupoftheday26 i totally understand what u are going through, i have exactly the same fears. it is a while since i couldn.t pray at all and i don.t read the bible anymore. i wish i could have said something to help u but u know just the fact that i am not the only one going through this is a little encouraging for me so i hope that it will be for u too.

God bless u and give u strenght.
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You need to be reading your bible Nicolleta
 
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worldlover

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God is very approachable. Even sinners like me can approach and talk to him anytime, just be confident and he will always welcome you with open arms no matter who you are.

Regarding fear, it is normal to fear God if you're a believer.
 
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foundthetruth

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Proverbs 8:13 "The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate."
 
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dmdave17

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...and yet I search and I only fear Him.
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I don't think a lot of Christians realize how hard it is to pray sometimes?
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...there's one thing holding me back. I just don't know what it is.
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Dear "Soup",

May I put in my two cents' worth? It sounds to me like you need to take a step back and see yourself as God sees you. You are His precious child. He knows that you are going to make mistakes, we all do, and He forgives you for them. He wants to have a close, loving relationship with you on a regular basis. It doesn't matter what you do, or think, He is always there, reaching out to you.

Prayer is not some magic formula with fancy words and lofty thoughts. Prayer is talking with God. It doesn't matter what you say or how you say it. He is listening and wants to answer you. Just say to Him whatever comes to mind; what you would say to a friend or relative. He knows what you want and need before you ask. However you verbalize that is all right with Him.

You mention that he is your Father. As a father, I know that a father's love is unconditional and everlasting. Sure, we get frustrated with our children some times, but when they are in need we always help them no matter what. The story of the prodigal son in the Bible is a perfect representation of the love God has for you. Nothing you do can change that.

So, I suggest you take a step back and consider just how much God loves you. Don't worry about pleasing Him, or trying to do what you think He wants. Just bask in the warmth of His everlasting love and mercy. You may find that it changes your outlook.
 
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