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WOW.... Thank you so much. Your words (and the Lord's) brought tears to my eyes, which feels good because I haven't been able to cry in awhile, only feel lost and angry. It's honestly...most likely all three of those things you mentioned, Eric. I don't know what the second one would be, but I'm sure it's there. I am very much imperfect...and though that's a great thing to realize, and remember, I guess it brings me down because I just want to be someone awesome for Christ. Do my Father proud, you know? And I will just perpetually let Him down, and goodness it hurts so much because I know He knew about every sin and fall before I even came to be! As Christians will we always battle with ourselves like this? How are we so simple and so complex at the same time? It's a good thing God is Almighty or I think He just might have an eternal migraine because of humanity! (joking, a little). Congrats on your rebirth, it's intense, isn't it? 15 years of following Him and I still feel like a little baby. I think that's good though...we're always children in His eyes, I think.
I wanted to go into C a little bit with you but I don't want to delve too deep into something so personal...thank you, for your vulnerability.
I wanted to go into C a little bit with you but I don't want to delve too deep into something so personal...thank you, for your vulnerability.