Here lately, I'm having a hard time keeping my mouth shut...and getting a point across without being mean or condescending about it. I don't think I'm better or smarter than anyone else, but I know I think fast and talk faster sometimes, and it usually results in my hurting someone's feelings when I really didn't mean to. I go back and forth between being a door mat and using my words as a weapon. I know I shouldn't go to either extreme, but it's hard for me to find a middle ground. I have to really put a lot of effort into keeping Jesus in my heart and God's Word in my mind when I am talking to people, but I feel like I fail at that more often than not. I'm a writer by nature, it's the only talent I'm sure God gave me, so it makes me feel exceptionally guilty when I use my words to do harm. I pray about it, and have others pray for me...and sometimes I do better. Sometimes...not so much....