So, I realized I've been holding onto some stuff, and honestly I don't really know why. It seems like I have been slowly going back to how I used to be. I've realized that when you're in CR and a step study, things sometimes get worse before it gets better. It's like an infected tooth that needs to be yanked. Yeah, it's gonna hurt. A lot. But it needs to hurt. A lot. In order for it to get better... Tonight at church was the one year anniversary of the sinlges group, and seeing some pictures were baptisms.. I decided tonight that it's time for me to get baptized finally, and I plan on Sunday after second service.. It's time for this infected tooth to go away.