Hebrews 11:6, “But without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to Yah has to believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who earnestly seek Him.”
I take all sincerity in and about YHWH to be very serious. It is the purpose of our existence and the highest calling one can walk in. If someone makes it a joke then I can not at that time take that person serious, such as someone who would calim Yahshua/Jesus but join like a witches cult or freemasonry or something like that, I could not believe that person to be sincerely seeking Yah. But nothing you have said in any way shape or form would even give me thought that you were not sincere, while I am not perfect in obedience I think it of upmost importance for those that name Messiah to obey Him, for if we are His we would seek this, I think that to be fact. We all slip and stumble and we all are in different places, but the important thing is that we keep our eyes on Him.