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Please don't expect me to be there,
because I can't afford to go right now.
I want to be there for you.
I'm just telling you this so you know
not to expect me.
I hate letting you down.
If you were closer to me,
then I could see you,
or at least afford to.
I want to see you,
I want to be with you.
I love you.
I wish I could be with you.
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I love you,
I think that if I tried to be with you,
You wouldn't be able to take it.
You are not ready and you couldn't handle it..
When I said I loved you and that you
are the one, it became too much for you.
This is for your well being that I stay away..
Why are you rushing me if you can't take being with me?
I believe that you love me, but I don't believe you want to be with me.
I'm doing what is best for you..
Staying away is, what is best.
I love you.
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I didn't give up on you.
I love you.
I feel bad that I can't be with you.
So I let go by backing off so I don't over
Obsess or stress over this.
but that doesn't mean I don't love you.
You are the one who
doesn't believe love and a relationship
can last, you put a lot of doubt in it,
like prophecy of your love life..
You're heart is very precious to me,
as well as your well being.
I Love You.
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I'm not 'imagining' that I love him. That is real.
I love him...
I would love to be with him...you don't know.
I can't be loyal to the things he is loyal to. I belong to God, I am loyal to God.
I am trying to love him the only way I know how...and so far I have done this alone!
With little to no help at all, except maybe God is the only one who helped me truly.
This is the hardest most fragile situation of my life, where someone's life is in my hands possibly...you will never know, in the comforts of your chair.
Well how else am I suppose to love him?! you seem to know all the answers...
Or maybe you just like telling people what to do without really having any.
as pathetic as this sounds I have the tiniest shred of hope that God will intervene in this situation and do something.
I love him...
I would love to be with him...you don't know.
I can't be loyal to the things he is loyal to. I belong to God, I am loyal to God.
I am trying to love him the only way I know how...and so far I have done this alone!
With little to no help at all, except maybe God is the only one who helped me truly.
This is the hardest most fragile situation of my life, where someone's life is in my hands possibly...you will never know, in the comforts of your chair.
Well how else am I suppose to love him?! you seem to know all the answers...
Or maybe you just like telling people what to do without really having any.
as pathetic as this sounds I have the tiniest shred of hope that God will intervene in this situation and do something.
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My heart
by me
The reason I let go all the time is
isn't because I want it to be over,
it is because I feel something drastic
has to happen, like an ultimatum,
where I say that it is over,
in order for you to take a second look and
treat me better..
but you never do,
you just throw your hands up
and give up,
and move on.
but it's not what I wanted to happen..
I just wanted you to see how much
this was hurting and then stop hurting me.
You make me feel so worthless, like nothing
sometimes..
but I want to to work out so I keep
giving you second chances..
I get confused when you come around
and I think that you love me,
because I wouldn't give myself to just anyone.
It makes me feel so meaningless and so used,
so unloved.
Yet at the same time you say
that this hurts you too,
and I believe you.
I don't want to hurt you.
Lust doesn't mean anything,
it doesn't equal love,
because it's a meaningless piece of flesh,
and a temporary high.
Love is different,
love is faith in each other,
believing the best for one another,
and hope in the darkest pit.
Love isn't cruelty,
the pain that I feel is knowing I am
without the person I love,
that is cruelty.
I don't have to act like everything is going to be
perfect, because I know it won't,
but at least I would be with the person I loved.
I cried tears, and I never smiled,
ever since I knew that you loved me,
because I was never with you,
but i know I would smile if that day should come.
by me
The reason I let go all the time is
isn't because I want it to be over,
it is because I feel something drastic
has to happen, like an ultimatum,
where I say that it is over,
in order for you to take a second look and
treat me better..
but you never do,
you just throw your hands up
and give up,
and move on.
but it's not what I wanted to happen..
I just wanted you to see how much
this was hurting and then stop hurting me.
You make me feel so worthless, like nothing
sometimes..
but I want to to work out so I keep
giving you second chances..
I get confused when you come around
and I think that you love me,
because I wouldn't give myself to just anyone.
It makes me feel so meaningless and so used,
so unloved.
Yet at the same time you say
that this hurts you too,
and I believe you.
I don't want to hurt you.
Lust doesn't mean anything,
it doesn't equal love,
because it's a meaningless piece of flesh,
and a temporary high.
Love is different,
love is faith in each other,
believing the best for one another,
and hope in the darkest pit.
Love isn't cruelty,
the pain that I feel is knowing I am
without the person I love,
that is cruelty.
I don't have to act like everything is going to be
perfect, because I know it won't,
but at least I would be with the person I loved.
I cried tears, and I never smiled,
ever since I knew that you loved me,
because I was never with you,
but i know I would smile if that day should come.
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