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Lovesong

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#41

I don't love you.
I don't want anything to do with you.
I don't love you anymore..

I don't want your fire or warmth,
your disgusting feelings,
or your stupid dreams.

It's fine because you don't care,
what I say means nothing to you.
you just use me,
you don't love me either.
You never did.

I might regret saying this,
but you don't care when you make me
feel bad..

So, maybe that's the lesson
I need to learn,
how to stop, and how to walk away,
and stop trying to rescue your feelings,
when you never cared about mine.

I don't love you.

I can't take this back.
I will never take it back.
Because I don't.

I don't love you.​
 
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Lovesong

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#42
Why don't I love you anymore?
Let me explain.

You don't respect my boundaries,
nor my personal privacy.
you think it's okay to be secretive,
It's not okay! I'm never gonna be okay with it!
It's cowardly.

you use controlling manipulative methods to
put me in fear to the point of obsessive paranoia,
and you are so sadistic you probably think
that's funny. Or you probably think that what
you are doing is ok.. its not.

Why is it narcissistic of me
to demand better treatment,
invasion of privacy is still abuse especially when
it's not welcome.

Why is it conditional love to ask
to not be cheated on?
I don't like cheaters..

Don't ask me why,
I've got a million reasons why,

I think I deserve better,
and if that makes me a conditional narcissistic woman,
then yes I am those things.

because I believe there are good men out there..
 
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Lovesong

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#43
In Blood and Stone
by me

You've made your bed in blood and stone,
bathed for years in dust and bone,
forever empty you will remain,
regretting every choice you have made.

I am not the blood inside your veins
that you need to drain away,
I am not the life inside your lungs
that you need to suffocate.

I am not the innocent soul
that you've lost so many years ago,
I am not the part of you
that will make it all go away.

I am not you,
just because you have made your choices,
Rolling around in your grave,
doesn't mean that I have to pay
for you to finally rest.

I am not you.

I refuse your threats,
I will live because I choose to,
you will not make that choice for me.
You have made your bed of dust,
leave me be.
I have made my choice,
and you have made yours.

I am not you,
you are not me,
I am not you,
you are not me.




 
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Lovesong

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#44
[video=youtube;13ul30-65zE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=13ul30-65zE[/video]

Fighting the Tide
by me

are we doomed to the labels put upon us,
or to forever play the broken records
sung by the demons within our minds.
To reach for every dream laid out before me,
only to find our short falls within our failures.

Every vine wrapped around my neck,
pulling me down, as I struggle to keep
my fingers above the violent waves,
that mock my every reach.

I am use to failure,
I'm just not use to getting up every time,
I am use to falling,
I am just not use to flying.

Forever struggling to reach the top,
of the water that I've been drowning in,
dead hands drag me under,
and I keep trying to win.

I will try again,
I will live,
I'm drowning,
but I will
..live as long as my heart
still beating,
I will keep going on.
Fighting the tide.


 
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Lovesong

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#45
My Love For You Is Dying
by me

I was like the rabbit chasing
the howling wolf underneath the
heavy laden moon.
The dream you were hypnotizing me,
that's when I knew,
that I could never believe you.
It was all just too good to be true.

I am grateful for the days,
that I could not just run away,
This is my heart,
it no longer belongs to you.

To say I no longer love you,
it is a gift you see,
now I can untie you,
my love for you is dying,
It will set you free,

for you never loved me,
now I shall grow as cold as death
to every dream.

 
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Lovesong

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#46

I don't know if you would ever forgive me,
I've said things, horrible unforgivable things.
I would understand if you never did,
and you just hated me.

...I said them because you have distanced yourself from me,
because I don't want to steal you from someone else's arms,
I thought that I was doing the right thing.

I didn't know if you wanted to be with me,
most of the time I am left alone with my chaotic mind
wondering, and that's not your fault.

I shouldn't have said I didn't love you,
I do love you, and ..

I'm sorry..

 
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#47
[video=youtube;EWQ-6IAS1cc]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWQ-6IAS1cc[/video]

The dark side's callin' now, nothin' is real
She'll never know just how I feel
From out of the shadows she walks like a dream
Make me feel crazy, make me feel so mean
Ain't nothin' gonna save you from the love that's blind
Slip to the dark side and cross that line
On the dark side, oh yeah
On the dark side, oh yeah
The dark side's callin' now, nothin' is real
She'll never know just how I feel
From out of the shadows she walks like a dream
Make me feel crazy, make me feel so mean

Ain't nothin' gonna save you from the love that's blind
Slip to the dark side and cross that line
On the dark side, oh yeah
On the dark side, oh yeah
Ain't nothin' gonna save you from the love that's blind
Slip to the dark side and cross that line
On the dark side, oh yeah
On the dark side, oh yeah
On the dark side, oh yeah
On the dark side, oh yeah

[COLOR=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.541176)]Songwriters: John A. Cafferty[/COLOR]
 
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Lovesong

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#48

...On the dark side, oh yeah...

Nice song choice. Thankyou for sharing.

[video=youtube;Od6hY_50Dh0]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Od6hY_50Dh0[/video]
I'm Going Slightly Mad
Lyrics by: Queen


When the outside temperature rises
And the meaning is oh so clear
One thousand and one yellow daffodils
Begin to dance in front of you - oh dear

Are they trying to tell you something?

You're missing that one final screw
You're simply not in the pink my dear
To be honest you haven't got a clue


I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened - happened
It finally happened - ooh oh
It finally happened - I'm slightly mad
Oh dear!

I'm one card short of a full deck
I'm not quite the shilling
One wave short of a shipwreck
I'm not at my usual top billing

I'm coming down with a fever
I'm really out to sea
This kettle is boiling over
I think I'm a banana tree

Oh dear,

I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened, happened
It finally happened uh huh
It finally happened I'm slightly mad -
oh dear!

I'm knitting with only one needle
Unravelling fast its true
I'm driving only three wheels these days
But my dear how about you?

I'm going slightly mad
I'm going slightly mad
It finally happened
It finally happened oh yes
It finally happened
I'm slightly mad!
Just very slightly mad!

And there you have it!
 

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#49
[video=youtube;F77v41jbOYs]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F77v41jbOYs[/video]
 
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Lovesong

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#50
aww Danny Gokey's always got some encouraging songs. Nice song choice btw. :) Thanks.
 

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#51
aww Danny Gokey's always got some encouraging songs. Nice song choice btw. :) Thanks.
Yes, that is a very encouraging song...and the lyrics ring so true. Sometimes we go through things that are so hard to understand and there is really no words. If we can only just look to God, he comes into our hearts and gives us encouragement to let us know that things will get better and that our hearts can and will beat again.

God bless you:)
 
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Lovesong

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#52
[video=youtube;0lyQAPEMzaM]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lyQAPEMzaM[/video]

(this song makes me cry..)

Only You
by Yazoo

Looking from a window above, it's like a story of love
Can you hear me
Came back only yesterday
I'm moving further away
Want you near me

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

Sometimes when I think of her name
When it's only a game
And I need you

Listen to the words that you say
It's getting harder to stay
When I see you

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

This is going to take a long time
And I wonder what's mine
Can't take no more

Wonder if you'll understand
It's just the touch of your hand
Behind a closed door

All I needed was the love you gave
All I needed for another day
And all I ever knew
Only you

 
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Lovesong

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#53
Yes, that is a very encouraging song...and the lyrics ring so true. Sometimes we go through things that are so hard to understand and there is really no words. If we can only just look to God, he comes into our hearts and gives us encouragement to let us know that things will get better and that our hearts can and will beat again.

God bless you:)
Thankyou, I always need to be reminded that God's there. I appreciate your words.
 

1ofthem

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#56
Heart breaks are so hard to deal with and understand...It's so hard to deal with at the time, but I've come to learn that sometimes it's a blessing. It could be God's way of leading you to the person that he made for you and when you find that person there is true happiness, and you can appreciate and be thankful for the break ups and heartbreaks of the past because they are just leading you on until you find your true love.

[video=youtube;NYodFrBf0BE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYodFrBf0BE[/video]
 
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Lovesong

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#57
Heart breaks are so hard to deal with and understand...It's so hard to deal with at the time, but I've come to learn that sometimes it's a blessing. It could be God's way of leading you to the person that he made for you and when you find that person there is true happiness, and you can appreciate and be thankful for the break ups and heartbreaks of the past because they are just leading you on until you find your true love.
Yeah. I agree. Thanks.
 
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Lovesong

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#58
[video=youtube;4Yd2PzoF1y8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Yd2PzoF1y8[/video]

Had to watch this movie (first original version) for a history class I took, it's very good. With great actors. I just don't like movies that make me feel... things. Especially love and romance. It kind of made me mad. I wish I could remain a cold unfeeling robot forever. lol
 
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Lovesong

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#59
...because they are just leading you on until you find your true love.
Then that should be my answer shouldn't it? To let him go, to let it all go. I know it's obvious. I've heard it before. If he wanted to be with me he would have, I shouldn't hold on anymore, I should stop trying...I feel foolish, I just want to move on.
 
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Lovesong

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#60
Let you go
by me

Taken by the whirlwind I'm swept up
in what could have been.
I look in the mirror and tell myself,
stupid girl, can't you see it wasn't meant to be.

I step out of the swirl,
stepping on the beautiful broken glass,
leaving behind red footprints
from the petal shards.

What lesson am I to learn,
if I keep looking back?
every time you tug on my sleeve.
When I think I found a reason,
I guess I've just been seeing things.

See how it torments me,
it only hurts,
tears always coming,
every time I let you go
it's not funny,
just let me be,
and I'll just set you free.

Gotta make everyone happy,
because its the right thing to do,
for me and for you.
I got to let you go.
Let it rain,
until it snows.​
 
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