Yeah, but how can I be happy with myself when nothing ever goes right?
I'm still single but far better off than if I'd married the woman. I don't talk to my father much and seldom see him, christmas is about all. as for work, I've been working for two years now and despite the nasty circumstances with work this past fall and winter(I was basically off for two out of 4 months) a government workshare program kept me going. There was a while there I considered trying somewhere else. Things have picked up, I'm debt free and I'm relatively healthy. The only thing I think I really want to ask God for is a companion to share my life with. However, if that isn't what God has in mind then I guess I'm alright with that too. For all I know God's yes has been held up by satan just as the answer to one of daniels prayers was held up. My point is that things will work out, even if it doesn't seem that way, when you look back you will realize how foolish and unnecessary your worrying was. God looks after his own. Even if its not the outcome we expect or its delayed. Things will always come out for the best. If nothing else remember we are here only for a time a few short years of sorrow and agony, then we are in Heaven with God for the rest of Eternity. A span outside of time.
if that is hard to imagine. Think of a year then multiply it by itself to the power of about whatever comes after trillion. Then muliply that number by itself and you wont even come close to eternity.
When God is involved things always work out for the best